Shine

When will I shine?
Am I still alive?
It looks like in heaven
But I have no freedom
Only cry cry cry

時間到了你該走了
於是低頭看向手裡的表
電影放完了人都散場了
只剩周圍安靜得吵
沒人會在乎你臉上的淚水
和被淌濕的胸口滾燙得到底有幾分痛
在黑白的劇情里活著
卻相比外面現實的色彩更生動
可這一切我不知道跟誰說
有太多的陷阱從前我跳了又跳
繞了又繞
還是沒能掙脫他們的束縛
我能否去到曾經嚮往的遠方
被自己的初心所原諒
你問我嗎其實我不知道

When will I shine?
Am I still alive?
It looks like in heaven
But I have no freedom
Only cry cry cry

When will I shine?
Am I still alive?
It sounds like no reason
They trapped me in dungeon
Only die die die
No one can hear me

I'm trying to get rid of all the pessimistic ideas
但周圍接連發生的一切總會讓我看著可口的食物突然難以下嚥
熟悉的環境空氣風景也逐漸變得不再那麼親切
我像一躍而起潛入深海的魚
眼睜睜地看著污垢肆意的侵略
以為堅固的壁壘頃刻間被摧毀
抽屜櫃珍藏的寶箱落了灰
Climbing up trying to hold on to it but too late
They fades away from me 無處可追
無跡可尋不曾留下一絲氣味
再不能找到可以用來形容的詞彙
變成孤單枯等的刺猬
Ropes and knives I tried whatever possible to end my life
但我不能握著筆
書寫著明碼標價的詞句
想說的話都隨之變成了夢囈
汗水打濕了所有動情
無關痛癢卻有關輸贏
卸去力量
俯衝半途
冰冷的胸口變得不再激盪
不曾遇見過堅實溫暖的臂膀
剝奪了最後一份僅剩的希望
還你虛妄
不切實際
遺憾迷茫
逃不開的怪圈一遍又一遍纏繞身軀
思維和腦海中所剩無幾的意識
Just can't get rid of it
Round and round and round
I got trapped inside
Yeah
And I got one question

When will I shine ? (Could I shine?)
Am I still alive? (Am I really?)
It looks like in heaven
But I have no freedom (yeah)
Only cry cry cry (That' s all I can do)

When will I shine? (Anybody tell me when?)
Am I still alive? (Am I really?)
It sounds like no reason
They trapped me in dungeon
Only die die die
No one can hear me