Dead Inside

Dead Inside by Omar Black/Noia/Brudis
Get back i don't turn back intoned the prayer 後退我不轉向念出禱告
Come up to this world die without breather 生不帶來死不帶去
More than more and deez boys held em a funeral 給這些小孩舉行一場葬禮
I'll be there all the time this ain't a film and 我一直都在這這不是一場電影
God can I live can I merry my woman? 我能不能存活我能不能娶到她
Don't slip out ******* ain't no curtain down now 帷幕未落你跑不掉
This aint no right wrong good or bad movie 這不是一場對與錯好與壞的電影
This ain't no right wrong good or bad movie 這不是一部對與錯好與壞的電影
Out! Outta my vision I gone too far 脫離了視野我脫軌太久
Minding my business turn it to gold 一心只為謀生
Crack kid want a better joint for rolling smoking and this **** that **** to prove 小屁孩總想證明點什麼
Where I gotta move man where can I get in 我該何去何從
minding ur own business and that **** is truth 管好你自己的事才是真理
Not about the issues I don't wanna hurt you 無關痛癢無意害人
Let go my life say hasta luego 放棄我的生活說聲拜拜
I took the first step killing myself我邁出第一步殺死自己
Angry to social it ain't that false 遷怒於社交並不虛偽
I ain't got a passport called me mad cult 我拿不到護照因為他們給我貼了標籤
ethnic to the people it just my fault 人倫道德都是我的錯
I ain't got two mustangs it just my fault 我沒有兩輛野馬是我的錯
Make excuses make it better than yours 找藉口比你找的多
I don't 但我不
Every morning wake up man I don't feel safe I don't feel safe man I don't 每天早晨醒來我都感到不安
Even when I die now **** it no one No one shad a tear for me 即使我現在死去也沒人為我掉一滴淚
shad a tear for me 掉一滴淚
shad a tear for me 掉一滴淚
No one shad a tear for me 沒人願意掉一滴淚
hurt no one but I don't feel like sainto 無意害人但我不是聖人
So long x u let em kids felt good 再見xxx 你讓他們很開心
Heard them say about the peace and love **** 聽到他們說愛與和平
what I really felt is dead and gone 但我感覺像死亡殆盡
Walk wit a leopard lit a fountain now 與神同行噴泉也能被點燃
Walk-in this walk Euro five step 踏著歐洲步
Pray to the people when u want somethin ' when u made a disease when u freaky as **** 向人民祈禱譁眾取寵然後從他們口袋裡偷走錢
Pay for the past amount rate it five more 用來償還再打個五星好評
Matter of fact and matter most man I made it from home 最重要的是我白手起家
bad things what I made fore in this moment 那些過去所犯的錯誤
Man I can't afford but I have to get loose現在我一個也負擔不起我需要喘口氣
Boun boun boun boun
Crack it in your fear made I knock in your heart 恐懼的裂縫讓我敲開你的心
Feel so close to the door another day another dawn another man died in song Another form 感覺離門如此靠近不過是另一天另一個黃昏另一個人以另一種形式死在另一首歌裡
This morning money hold time down 今天早上錢砸死了我
Bury my feeling who r u to fall? 埋了我的感觸問你算個什麼去墮落
Asking that fat kid who r u to live? 問問看著你的那個胖小孩你算個什麼去活著
Asking that fat kid who r u to die?問問那個胖小孩你算個什麼去死
Here we go drop Noia和Brudis來了
Noia
i aint trynna die i just cannot live 我不想去死但我沒法活著
sayin that you hard well its hard to see 你說你很強大但真看不出來
please dont hit me up man i only want that peace別來攻擊我我只是想要點平靜
imma be the underdog imma finna gon leave 我是個失敗者遲早會離開這個世界
shawty call me up, but Noia be setting mind on bars 姑娘們向我問好但我全神灌注在作品上
tell that ***** good luck dont make me pop my ****** trunk 祝她們好運我的後備箱時刻準備著裝屍體
flip the Yugi- Oh cards the i just put my mind on the bills 翻著遊戲卡我一心只為謀生
say you ballin hard but have you ever been so real 你說你很厲害但你有沒有這麼真實過
Budis
feeling like am drowning 感覺自己快淹死了
feeling like i hit rock bottom 感覺自己撞到了石頭上
feeling like my heart steve auston its stone cold 感覺自己的心是史蒂夫奧斯汀
feeling like my soul broke down 感覺自己的靈魂支離破碎
thinking but i do not understand it 苦思冥想但就是無法理解
i been denial but i know what ******* happened suicidal i suggest 我一直被拒絕我想弄死自己
my family to buy a ******* coffin 我建議家里人去買副棺材給我
dont wanna live like a ******* peasant 不想像個庸人一般活著
got a whole lot of **** on mind u talking bout money i owe you then then i guess its the of conversation 腦子混亂如麻你討論著我欠你的錢我想這就是對話的結尾
i dont fit in anywhere man im trying and i lost all my patience 沒有容身之處我的耐心被消耗
cant feel love anymore cos this heart of mine is just full of hatred 感覺不到愛因為我腦子裡都是仇恨
cant bare all this pain anymore 再也負擔不起這些傷痛
dont wanna live anymore 再也不想苟活於世
oh! thought i was strong. 以為我很強
no tears in my eyes man am losing control 不只是眼淚在眼眶打轉我變得失控
why do they keep on blaming me 為什麼他們要不停的責怪我
when it aint even my fault these mdfk ******* give me pressure then i end up with depression. 甚至不是我的錯他們給我施加壓力想讓我抑鬱而終
these mdfk demons they trying put an end to my life thats they mission oh god. 這些惡魔以弄死我為目的
why me got a whole lot of questions. 為什麼我有如此多的困惑
my success ******* with my mind like mirrage on a desert devil trying to use my body like a ******* puppet but i never wanna listen to the devil or his serpent成功對我來說可望不可及這些惡魔想像控制木偶一樣控制我的身體但我從來不會聽從惡魔或是他的僕從
so if u wondering why i wrote this **** 所以如果你好奇為什麼我寫下這些
thats my madafakin reason 這就是我的理由
Noia
you sippin tha fo'你品嚐著美味
gettin lost 變得迷失
came up with the crows 然後又洋洋自得的出現
king that fallen 王位不保
know that dead man cannot speak 死人不會說話
so the livings are all my enemies 活著的都是我的敵人
cold world mad world what i see 我眼裡冷酷的世界瘋狂的世界
damn man i just want some peace 我只想要平靜