When I'm Gone

Yeah...
是的
It's my life...
這就是我的生活
My own words I guess...
可能它在我眼裡才是生活
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
你有沒有愛過這麼一個人，愛到你願意為他付出一切
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
這毫不誇張，真的，我是說真的付出一切
When they know they're your heart
當他們知道你視他們如心肺
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
你會不惜一切的去阻止，阻止那些想傷害他們的人
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
但是，當上世的孽如今降臨到你的頭上
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
當你那些曾經的信念，不再支持你，將你拋棄
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
如果你是這些傷痛的根源，又有何事發生
'Daddy look what I made', Dad's gotta go catch a plane
“爸爸你看我做了這個” 爸爸要去趕飛機了
'Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?'
“爸爸，媽媽在哪裡？我找不到她，媽媽她在哪裡？”
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
我不知道，Hailie你自己玩去吧，你爸爸很忙
Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself
爸爸在寫歌，我不寫它可不會自己蹦出來
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
我會給你個超人狗玩偶，你自己和它去玩鞦韆吧
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
我想把彌補的罪過寫下來，告訴她我有多愛她
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
我把拳頭髮洩在她媽媽身上，Hailie和他長得多麼像
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
那是Slim Shady，是的寶貝，那是以前偏執的Slim Shady
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...
Shady成就了功成名就的我，但是今晚寶貝女兒讓Shady甦醒
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
如果我走了，要好好生活，不要悲傷
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
希望我的歌聲能讓你開心一點
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
你要知道我正看著你那可人的笑容
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
我覺得這沒什麼，所以你也不要難過
Just smile back
只要笑著就好
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
如果我走了，要好好生活，不要悲傷
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
希望我的歌聲能讓你開心一點
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
你要知道我正看著你那可人的笑容
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
我覺得這沒什麼，所以你也不要難過
Just smile back...
只要笑著就好
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
我曾經這樣美好的想過，我和Hailie一起盪鞦韆
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
她一直哭喊著，她不要我再唱歌
'You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?'
“是你把媽媽弄哭了，為什麼？為什麼媽媽哭了？”
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, 'Daddy you're lying
孩子，爸爸不會再離開你了，“爸爸你在撒謊嗎”
' You always say that, you always say this is the last time
“你總是這麼說，你總說這是最後一次離開我了
'But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine'
不要離開我，爸爸你是我的。“
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
她把箱子堆在門前，擋住房門，試圖封鎖大門
'Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!'
”爸爸求你了，不要走，不要離開我，別走了“
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
她將手伸進口袋，拿出來一個項墜
It's got a picture, 'this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha''
裡面有張照片，”爸爸它會保佑你的，帶上它吧“
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
我抬起頭，鏡子裡只看到我孤身一人
These fuckin' walls must be talking , cuz man I can hear 'em
一定是這面牆在向我訴說，因為我能聽到他的懺悔
They're saying 'You've got one more chance to do right' - and it's tonight
他們在說“你還有機會去挽回”就是今晚
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
現在立馬離開這裡，在一起都還來得及之前去告訴她們你深愛著她們
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
我打開自己的房門，朝外走著
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
卻發現走上了舞台，愛人們已經走了，聚光燈點亮
And I'm singing ...
而我也開始唱著
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
如果我走了，要好好生活，不要悲傷
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
希望我的歌聲能讓你開心一點
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
你要知道我正看著你那可人的笑容
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
我覺得這沒什麼，所以你也不要難過
Just smile back
只要笑著就好
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
如果我走了，要好好生活，不要悲傷
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
希望我的歌聲能讓你開心一點
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
你要知道我正看著你那可人的笑容
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
我覺得這沒什麼，所以你也不要難過
Just smile back...
只要笑著就好
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
全場六萬人都興奮得從座位上蹦起來
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
當帷幕落下，他們將花擲在我的面前
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
我鞠躬，為他們的到來而致謝
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
他們尖叫著，而我也最後看了這人群一眼
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
當我一瞥而過，我簡直不敢相信我的眼睛
'Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,'
“爸爸是我，快來幫下媽媽，她手腕正流血”
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
但是孩子，這是瑞典，你們是怎麼過來的
'I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
“是我跟著你來的爸爸，你說你再也不會離開我”
' You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
“你對我撒謊了爸爸，你讓我和我媽媽都很難過
'And I bought you this coin, itsays 'Number One Dad'
我帶來了這枚硬幣，上面說'爸爸是最棒的'
'That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
這就是我想要的，我只是想要把它給你
'I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are gone'
現在我交到了，行了，我和媽媽要走了
But baby wait, 'it's too late Dad, you made the choice
但是寶貝等等，“太晚了，你已經作出了決定
'Now go up there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us '
現在你出去吧，出去告訴他們你愛粉絲甚過我們
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
粉絲需要的就是你，你啊，Marshall，他們不停地叫著你的名字
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
你絕對是睡不著的，再去吞片安眠藥吧
Yeah , I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
是的，我打賭你會的。你會繼續唱著這些，是的，我說真的，面對現實吧
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
除了掌聲，我什麼都看不見
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
這究竟怎麼了，我的帷幕正在關閉嗎？
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
我轉過身，看到了地上的槍，上了膛
Put it to my brain and scream 'die Shady' and pump it
對准我的腦袋，尖叫著”去死吧Shady!“ 砰~
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
天空漸漸暗下，記憶回閃而過，我本要坐的那架飛機遇難了，燃盡為煙土
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
當我醒過來時，鬧鐘在響，鳥在歡鳴
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk up to Kim and kiss her
這還是春季，Hailie在上面盪鞦韆，我走向Kim親吻她
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
告訴她我想她了，Hailie笑了，她對著她的妹妹微笑
Almost as if to say ..
彷彿是在說
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
如果我走了，要好好生活，不要悲傷
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
希望我的歌聲能讓你開心一點
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
你要知道我正看著你那可人的笑容
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
我覺得這沒什麼，所以你也不要難過
Just smile back
只要笑著就好
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
如果我走了，要好好生活，不要悲傷
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
希望我的歌聲能讓你開心一點
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
你要知道我正看著你那可人的笑容
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
我覺得這沒什麼，所以你也不要難過
Just smile back ...
只要笑著就好