why IH AD to go

Why I Had to Go - Bishop Allen

它在縮小
It is a narrowing
它在畏縮
It is a shrinking
想太多是有風險的

大家都厭倦了喝酒
And there's a danger of overthinking
每晚

能相信的已經太少
It was everybody getting tired of drinking
我才知道我該離開了

我該離開了
Every night
現在

我該離開了
There was a little left to believe in
那時我們很聰明

那時我們說永遠
Which is how I really knew I should be leaving
我們創造的
I should be leaving
夜晚永遠不會終結

那是離別
Now
那是悲傷

無法構想明天
I should be leaving
這是必須的

這是本能
We were clever then
隱藏的模式下
We talked forever then
它不停重複

不停重複
And the night of our
不停重複
Invention it would never end
這就是我怎樣真切的
There was a parting
意識到我該離開了

我該離開了
And there was sorrow
現在

我該離開了
It was impossible to picture it tomorrow
噢，這就是一切

噢，這只是一種方式
It was necessity
來阻止我們醒來
And it was instinct
你好啊

這就是為什麼我得走
And the pattern underneath
這就是為什麼我該離開
It kept repeating
這就是為什麼我得走

我慎重考慮了嗎
Kept repeating
我慎重考慮了嗎

我在提供毛毯嗎
Kept repeating
而你在畏縮

這是一場沒有熱情的戲劇嗎
It's just how I really
這是無所作為的無盡重複嗎
Knew I should be leaving
這是一場洗禮嗎

還是一場危機
I should be leaving
那我們就可以聚在一起

然後說著這有多棒
Now
這是痛苦嗎

這要看情況
I should be leaving
這就是我怎樣真切的

意識到我該離開了
Oh and it was everything
意識到我該離開了

現在
Oh and it was just a way
意識到我該離開了
To keep from waking up
噢，這就是一切
Hello
噢，這只是一種方式

來阻止我們醒來
Which is why I had to go
你好啊

這就是為什麼我得走
Which is why I should be leaving
這就是為什麼我該離開

這就是為什麼我得走
Which is why I had to go
你知道了什麼

Am I delibering
Am I delivering

Am I offering the blanket
And you're shivering

Is it a play without the passion
Is it the endless repetition of inaction

Is this a christening

Or there's a crisis

We can get together then
And say how nice it is
Is it torment

That depends
Which is how a really
Knew I should be leaving
I should be leaving

Now

I should be leaving

Oh and it was everything

Oh and it was just a way
To keep from waking up
Hello

Which is why I had to go

Which is why I should be leaving

Which is why I had to go

What do you know