dead ( before reborn )

封面設計：Mica
I'm dying they're right
I'm nothing in this world to no one
I'm dying she sighed
She said I'd changed into a devil inside
I'm dying this time
I gave up and I don't care anymore
I'm dying I've tried
But you still shot me you shot my vibe
All my life all the time
I ain't me trynna please
other people it was like I was living
for other human beings
And I was happy
least I thought I was
I was a dummy
With a smiling face on me
Yeah I didn't know me
I thought that was the peoson I wanna be
I thought I made it for those ones I wanna keep
then I realized how wrong I was
I was drowning deep
Used out all my strength just tryna breathe
I was dying without them knowing
I was dying from the love they thought they were giving
Yeah I was dying from the happiness I was getting
Didn't wanna see em crying so pretended to be dancing
I was dying from being somebody else
I was trying bad just not to scream for help
I was choking on some tree I couldn't tell
And I'm sitting here now can you hear me shout
And I'm singing...
I'm dying they' re right
I'm nothing in this world to no one
I'm dying she sighed
She said I'd changed into a devil inside
I'm dying this time
I gave up and I don't care anymore
I'm dying I've tried
But you still shot me you shot my vibe
And now I'm still living
Is it too late for the dream to be chasing
I'm not sure where I'm going
Maybe this time the table is turning
Maybe my time is coming
Maybe I'm becoming something
Hey people don't you ever try to talk me out
You know I can't let meyself fade into the crowd
Don't push me
I'm too young too wild to listen to your ********
Saying it's all for me and and those's some ********
Ma I'm not tryna make you cry, if
you gon be proud of me when I'd really make something
Mama I'm so sorry
But you were so proud
How come now it become so different
Mama where's your clear eyes
That saw me shining
I'm still shining
Just in a different way
I hope your happy
For me , for your baby
I hope you'd realize
that I'm still me just tryna do what I'm lovin
I'm dying they're right
I'm nothing in this world to no one
I'm dying she sighed
She said I' d changed into a devil inside
I'm dying this time
I gave up and I don't care anymore
I'm dying I've tried
But you still shot me you shot my vibe