WHEN CRYING IS EASY

Alot of yall think yall know me,
Yall don't know nothin bout me,
Ohhhh oh oh yea yea yea yeahh
This life is such a mystery to me,
Searching for something make me happy,
I have everything, no reason to complain,
Is there any medicine for this pain?
For some reason I'm still struggling to find my way,
I had times when I was full with no food on my plate and
I'm not rich but far from struggling,
It seems the more I did the greater my struggle is Oh ohh
Still fucked up, still acting tough,
I'm my own worst enemy,
Always the life of the party,
Am I having fun? Not hardly
If it wasn't for my son,
I would probably be on drugs,
This Jack Daniels ain't enough
When crying is easy
can't stop the tears from falling,
Why do the streets keep calling me?
When crying is easy
I should be smiling 'cause god has been so good to me
When crying is easy
I'm so scared that my life will be taken from me
When crying is easy
Oh oh
When crying is easy
I'm so tired of crying
I've cried so much that I am feeling dehydrated,
The more they say they love me the more I'm filled with self-hatred,
The label they believed in me, so they gave me what I said I need,
New breast, new teeth but why in the hell do I feel so cheap?
Got me running from myself through my songs,
This music is doing less help more harm,
Made me take a real look at myself,
Evaluate the little self-esteem I have left
oh ohhhh
Still fucked up, still acting tough,
I'm my own worst enemy,
Always the life Of the party,
Am I having fun? Not hardly
If it wasn't for my son,
I would probably Be on drugs,
This Jack Daniels ain't enough
When crying is easy
can't stop the tears from falling,
Why do the streets keep calling me?
When crying is easy
I should be smiling 'cause god has been so good to me
he's been so good to me
When crying is easy
I'm so scared that my life will be taken from me
I'm so scared
When crying is easy
Oh oh
When crying is easy
I'm so tired of crying
Tried to find it in a man,
Tried to get it from my fans I tried to get it from my fans
Tried to pour it from a cup,
But I still ain't have no luck Yeah
Tried to find it in my heart,
Tried to cover up the scars,
Sometimes I feel like I'm from Mars,
How can crying can't be hard?
When crying is easy
can't stop the tears from falling,
Why do the streets keep calling me?
When crying is easy
I should be smiling 'cause god has been so good to me
When crying is easy
I'm so scared that my life will be taken from me
so scared
When crying is easy Oh oh
When crying is easy
I'm so tired of crying