not alone

Boy 50..
50歲的男孩子
Ripped black jeans and snow white hair
破洞的牛仔褲，雪白的頭髮
Its like no one sees or no one cares
孤苦伶仃，無人問津
Its like all I crave is her
像是她是我所有的渴求
But Im not what she deserves
但我不是她的真命天子
She f* cks with my head on daily
她整日縈繞於我心
She f*cked me like she really hate me
無恨無仇卻惡語相向
She love when I sing her to sleep
她喜歡我輕唱伴她入眠
I love her so much
喜愛入髓
I cant breathe when she speak
她語窒息
I see stars in my dreams
夢裡見星
Every girl I talk to hates me
每個和我說話的女孩都討厭我
I feel like I cant even cry
眼眶兜住眼淚
I wouldn't date me
兩個人卻像一個人在約會
And if you told me that you loved me you were faking
若你言為愛，則言為鏡花水月
I make the most of all the hearts I end up breaking
我從苦澀中給你尋找甜蜜
So,I dont even cry no more
所以眼淚已流盡
But,lately I been cryin on the floor
可是最近卻俯在地板上痛哭
Like,I don't even want this life
就像這個世界已不再值得留戀
Why,does it have to seem so bright
為什麼就是藏不住
I know,i know,i know
我知道
Youre not alone
有人在乎你
Ripped black jeans and snow white hair
打扮邋遢，頭髮鬢白
Its like no one sees or no one cares
孑然一身，無依無靠
Its like all I crave is her
像是她是我所有的光明
But Im not what she deserves
可是她不應該停留黑暗
Yeah i know im not alone but it sure does feel like
我知道還有人在乎我，可我卻感覺不到任何的關心
Everyone hates me i just dont feel right
沒人在乎我
And you said, youre not alone
你說過，你不缺人陪伴
But when i show up theres no one home
但我回家的時候，家裡是空蕩蕩的
Its not easy believe me
這真的很心酸
When im standin right here
當我站在這
And you still cant see me im
你還是視而不見
In your ear but you still cant hear me im
我在說，你不聽
Speaking truth and you still dont believe me
說事實，你不信
Ive been broken before and im broken again
我曾經失敗了，現在又再一次失敗
I guess im being punished for my sins
我想我是在自食其果
Lately my nightmares feel like my friends cause
現在我步了朋友的後塵
Only they understand me in the end
到最後之後他們懂得
Youre not alone...
你不需要我