Drowning in Darkness

當我的世界崩潰希望消失
when my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone
淹沒在黑暗里四處遊蕩
i was drowning in darkness barely hanging on
而你帶我走出陰影找回呼吸
out of shadows you appeared and helped me breath again
當黑暗重新降臨我不再畏懼
so when it all goes to back i wont start to fall
因為能在黑暗中找到你
cause i can find you in the shadow

我一直夢想著能推著Haile 盪鞦韆
(Eminem)
她開心地大叫，卻不想听我唱歌
I keep having this dream, Im pushin Haile on a swing
“你又惹媽媽哭了？為什麼要惹媽媽哭呢？”
She keeps screaming, she dont want me to sing
寶貝，爸爸不會再走了，“爸爸你又在說謊麼？”
'Youre making mommy cry? Why? Why is mommy crying?
“你總是這麼說，總說這是最後一次”
Baby, daddy aint leaving no more, 'Daddy youre lying?
“但是你不能再離開了爸爸，你是我的！”

她不停地搬箱子，想把門堵住
'You always say that, you always say this is the last time
”爸爸，求你了，別再離開了，不可以！ “
But you aint leaving no more, daddy, youre mine'
把手放進口袋裡，拿出一個小巧的項鍊盒子
Shes piling boxes in front of the door, trying to block it
這是張照片，”這會保護你的爸爸，讓它來照顧你“
'Daddy please, daddy dont leave, daddy, no stop it!'
我抬起頭，只有自己站在鏡中

這些臭牆一定是在說話，因為我能聽到他們
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
他們說，”你還有一次機會“
Its got a picture, 'Thisll keep you safe daddy, take it witcha'
就是今晚，就是現在
I look up, its just me standing in the mirror
那麼就說你愛他們還算不算晚
These stinkin walls must be talking, ?cuz man I can hear em
當我走出臥室房門

外面是個舞台，所有人都消失了，只有聚光燈還亮著
Theyre saying, 'You got one more chance to do right
我的世界崩潰，希望破滅
And its tonight, now go out there
我淹沒在黑暗裡，四處遊蕩
And showem that you love em fore its too late?
你帶我走出陰影，找回呼吸
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
所以當黑夜降臨，我不再畏懼
Its turns to a stage, theyre gone, and this spotlight is on
因為在黑暗裡能找到你

when my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone
現在我講的故事
i was drowning in darkness barely hanging on
關於一個變壞的好女孩
out of shadows you appeared and helped me breath again
崩潰的世界，錯誤的道路
so when it all goes to back i wont start to fall
對的媽媽，錯的爸爸
cause i can find you in the shadow
我悲傷地唱著這首歌，卻還不能打動你

但它吞掉i了我，像吞掉燒烤一樣
(Lil Wayne)
早上和公雞在一起
Okay, Im talkin about a
和公雞一起在角落裡
Good girl, gone bad
她是鮮肉，而他們像她的縫合線
Crooked world , wrong path
我想跟她談談
Right Mom, wrong Dad
可她媽媽總是這麼嘮叨
I sing this song mad, but not mad enough to shoot you
我想看她變得越來越好
But it just eats me up, like some bbq from Luthers
她是我未來的晴雨表
In the mornin with the roosters
而我再也不想看到暴風雨
On the corner with the boosters
親愛的你可以遺忘傷痛
And shes the freshcut and theyre on her like sutures
如果你給我機會解釋
And I wanna talk to her
相信我是認真的
But her Mama has to school her
你的歸宿是鐵軌上疾馳的列車
I wanna see her better
滯留在乘客座位上
Shes the weather of my future
穿過快速通道
I dont wanna see another hurricane
Baby you can kill the pain
嗯，從前啊，有一個爸爸和媽媽
If you just let me explain
總是希望他們能擁有一切
Trust me I know what Im sayin
一個漂亮的女兒，二層的洋房，還帶兩個車庫
You will end up on the track of an oncomingtrain
和院子外白色的籬笆
Stuck in the passenger seat
爸爸是個醫生
Travlin through the fast lane
媽媽是個銀行家

她的工作得到了外包
(Bun B)
所有現在她酗酒成性
Well once upon a time, there was a Mom and a Dad
爸爸有一個營私舞弊案
Who on the outside had everything people wished they had
而現在他變成了癮君子
A beautiful daughter, two story house, two car garage
一切都變得一團糟
And a white picket fence wrapped around the front yard
在女兒面前他們總是對的
See Daddy was a doctor
她問，爸爸怎麼了？
And Mommy was a banker
但是他太高了
Mommys job got outsourced
媽媽我們要幹嘛
So now Mommys dranker
她只是醉著流淚
Daddy had a malpractice suit
夾在兩個錯誤中間，試圖“做正確的
Now hes a snorter
在夜晚的黑暗裡尋找答案
And all this ****s takin place
他們說
Right in front of their daughter
當我的世界崩潰希望破滅
She says, Daddy whats wrong??
我在黑暗裡沉溺四處遊蕩
But hes just too high
你帶我走出黑暗找回呼吸
Mommy what we gon do??
當黑暗重新降臨我就不再畏懼
She just get drunk and cry
因為在陰影裡可以找到你
Caught in the middle of two wrongs, tryin to do right
Lookin for answers alone in the darkness of night
她化名Chyna Doll，真名Sasha
They say...
離開澤西島，一條規矩也是阻礙

俱樂部魚鬥，不能分辨她的虛幻
when my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone
假如沒錢甚至不能跟她搭話
i was drowning in darkness barely hanging on
最新款？Esay，Gucci，還是Prada？
out of shadows you appeared and helped me breath again
兩個孩子，跟父親無話可說
so when it all goes to back i wont start to fall
她才19歲，好像已經看透了世事滄桑
cause i can find you in the shadow
但是噓聲是為了騙來交學費

最後的沙漏配最好的人
(DJ khaled)
她沒有荊棘，只好拿性別當武器
Yo.Her name was Chyna Doll, real name Sasha
她男人叫Jerome，是高中里的小甜心
Stripped out in Jersey, a regular show stopper.
不過是為了回家來拿點零錢花
Club hopper, couldnt tell her nada
這是家暴，他正要打她
Cant even talk to er if it aint about a dollar.
Chyna 還在繼續工作因為她需要錢
Stayed in the latest? Esay?, Gucci, Prada
在腳踝上紋了他的名字實在是沒有教養
Two kids, no communication with the father.
有一次我把她弄哭了
She nineteen, lookin like the truth is sickenin
當我的世界崩潰希望破滅
But boo is trickin ta pay school tuition.
我在黑暗裡沉溺四處遊蕩
A hourglass figure with the best complexion
你帶我走出黑暗找回呼吸
With no ratchet on her, usin *** as a weapon.
當黑暗重新降臨我就不再畏懼
Her mans name Jerome, highschool sweetheart
因為在陰影裡可以找到你
Who just came home for some charges unknown.
小Lisa只有9歲
Its prolly domestic, he be beatin her ass
小Lisa只有9歲
Chyna still go to work like she be needin the cash.
她想知道為什麼世界如此冷漠
Got his name on her ankle, real impolite
為何她這樣孤獨從沒見過自己的家人
I made it rain on her once an ***** couldnt say, 'thank you'.
媽媽總是不在而爸爸從未出現

她迷失了可沒有一個人關心
when my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone
媽媽是個癮君子
i was drowning in darkness barely hanging on
在夜晚的不同時刻帶回家不同的男人
out of shadows you appeared and helped me breath again
開始於歡笑卻總是結束於爭吵
so when it all goes to back i wont start to fall
當媽媽敲門的時候在自己的房間裡蜷縮
cause i can find you in the shadow
想躲開他小Lisa說痛

她想抗拒而他所做的是不停地打她
(Ludacris) Now little Lisa is only 9 yearsold
想告訴媽媽可媽媽從不會相信
(Ludacris) Now little Lisa is only 9 years old
Lias在這個世界上煢煢孑立
Shes trying to figure out why the world is so cold
漸漸認為家的名字是地獄
Why shes all alone and aint never met her family
沒有其他的辦法只能打包行李
Mamas always gone and she never met her daddy
她說她會遠走他鄉永不再回
Part of her is missing and nobody will listen
當我的世界崩潰希望破滅
Mama is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen
在黑暗裡沉溺四處遊蕩
Bringing home men at different hours of the night
你帶我走出黑暗找回呼吸
Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight
當陰影重新降臨我就不再畏懼
Sneaking in her room while her mamas knocked out
因為在那裡可以找到你
Trying to have his way and little Lisa says ouch
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama dont believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back

when my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone
i was drowning in darkness barely hanging on
out of shadows you appeared and helped me breath again
so when it all goes to back i wont start to fall
cause i can find you in the shadow