did i fail?

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
New York winters, yeah, it's colder than a-
Yeah, yeah (Yeah, yeah)
Yeah , yeah, yeah yeah
Did I fail? (Did I fail?) Did I fail? (Did I fail?)
Well, it's been a rocky road
And I cannot tell (Cannot tell), cannot tell (Cannot tell)
I just put my heart and soul in this shit (Soul in this shit)
Got some niggas, yeah, I owe them a bit (Owe them a bit)
New York winters, yeah, it's colder than a bitch (Colder than a bitch)
You'll get splinters if you hold on to the bench (Hold on to the bench)
So I move, move, move, move!
Why you ain't on yet? You ain't make the right song yet?
I thought it'd be rad to pack up my bags, move to California, aye
Literally living in the studio , I shower at a Planet Fitness
I ain't got no time for bitches, on the real, I ain't even got space for my mom to visit
A year or two behind on my doctor visits, I can't afford health insurance
Young nigga in the machine like Neo, young nigga in the machine like Florence
I just got bills, no Gates, took an edible to feel no ways and I still do not feel so great
When your fans listened in the sixth grade, man, you really start to feel your age
I had pull the rug out from under me, I swore that by now I'd be living comfortably
While I was out drunk getting girls to **** with me, my best friend co-founded a ****ing company
I should count my blessings, I feel you, fam, but I'm still lightyears away from where I want to be
So, if you think about it, I'm closer to where I was
I want to pull up on a college campus with my hand out
And slap the optimism out a student on a planned route
The girl that you dating is not who you'll marry, enjoy graduation, the tale of the fairies
I'm sorry for hating, I just really been ****ing depressed, damn
Did I fail? (Did I fail?) Did I fail? (Did I fail?)
Well, it's been a rocky road
And I cannot tell (Cannot tell), cannot tell (Cannot tell)
I just put my heart and soul in this shit (Soul in this shit)
Got some niggas, yeah, I owe them a bit (Owe them a bit)
New York winters, yeah, it's colder than a bitch (Colder than a bitch)
You'll get splinters if you hold on to the bench (Hold on to the bench )
So I move, move, move, move!
Gee, I'm low, I feel as mid as the weed I roll
I kid, I kid, you can see I'm dope through my IG pictures, can't see I'm broke
Who got bread? Yeah, I need a loaf, too much Uber eating
Always had a big forehead, talking to my forehead like, 'Nigga, why are you receding?' I'm tryna face this shit
My last relationship was like five years ago, I don't trust anyone high or minimal
Highly cynical, lost a friend or two, but don't tweet subliminals
Rappers blowing up off a hell of a reach, Im like, damn, 'These niggas Im much better than, please!'
Shit ain't that deep, got my head in the sea, I should stop kicking shells on the beach
Poor little 401K (401K), don't got no 401K (401K)
I meet my women at a bar (Women at a bar), I don't be going on dates (Going on dates)
Shit, I don't even got a car (even got a car), I got like four in different states
They'll probably choose up April showers, I swear it's pouring when it rains
Did I fail? Weighing success on a little scale, I've been in a funk, in a lil spell
Tryna get out like Lil Rel, lacking reason, that's a real jail
Overthinking, that's a real L, over-seasoned, that'll kill snails, done believing, I don't got time
I walk the line between here and hell, find some meaning, you'll feel well, yeah
Did I fail?- (Did I fail? Was it meant for me?) Did I fail?-
Did I fail?- ( Tried four, five times, was it meant to be?)
-Cannot tell- (Mmm, thinking differently) -Cannot tell-
-Cannot tell- (My oh my, I'm the enemy)
-Soul in this shit- (Was it meant for me?) -Owe them a bit
-Owe them a bit (Tried four, five times, was it meant to be?)
-Older than a bitch (Mmm, thinking differently)
-Old onto the bench (My oh my, am I the enemy?) Move, move, move, move!