Willow av哦

Wish I wouldve stayed in my bed
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I changed with your eyes red
Whispered 'okay' under my breath
Wish I wouldve stayed in my bed
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I changed with your eyes red
Whispered 'okay' under my breath
Looks like youve got nothing done
Your value is lost
Oh, what have you become?
The critic inside you is holding a gun
To your head, one false move and the chamber is spun
Im a fake to myself, live uncomfortably numb
Mechanism for coping is biting my tongue
Ive lost focus in all this sought solace in sun-
-light is burning my eyes, which direction is it coming from?
Stupid thoughts halt my momentum, run from everyone
And everything ignore your friends and family its fun
I stopped caring so damn long ago, zero to one
I commentate my complications constantly Im done
Wish I wouldve stayed in my bed
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I changed with your eyes red
Whispered 'okay' under my breath
Wish I wouldve stayed in my bed
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I changed with your eyes red
Whispered 'okay' under my breath
You cannot hurt me
But she gon break me down into a fine pulp
This shit taste like chicken I can barely tell its asphalt
Somethin creep up behind me when I turn around its no one
She could rip my face from off my body and its my fault
Pause
She dont really mean it, she just do it for theapplause
I choose not to believe it, all of a sudden I am calm
Im convinced they hate me but they lock it in their thoughts
I just need some reassurance here and there to keep me going
Girl, can you tell me whats up?
I cant read your face when you got your walls up
Look out on the lake you could see it light up
Its even better in the winter you should try to come up
Seems like summer never started
Havent left my apartment in months
Why cant I just get you out
Keep screaming with my head down
Feels like nothing is an option
And Im always exhausted
Tryna pull myself together
Check my phone and its December, whatever
Wish I wouldve stayed, youd-a liked that
Put all my dreams in a nightstand
You said I changed with your eyes red
Whispered 'okay' under my breath
Yeah
She makes home feel like a home in my head
And when Im with her I feel hope again