像是遺書

編曲：李恩勝

oh God please save my life as you can please save my life save my life
like u've beaten the devil
every day I indulge in emotion

oh God please save my life as you can please save my life save my life
like u've beaten the devil
every day I indulge in emotion

can u fell me
can u save me
Stay away from it all
can u fell me
can u save me
Enough of being a slave to the world

這也有可能是個年輕人的遺書
遺囑內容需要被反复提及念讀
害怕被病菌滋生蔓延到窒息
害怕需要時刻翻著日曆

有時會為自己高興小時候被人看不起到如今活著有幾分姿色
有時又感傷為何要與時間鬥爭關注著幾針幾刻命運像是一身體各
叛逆著每個階段但常常在階段中切換學過語文卻沒讀過一本幾何
書是輸給無知還是注定著不同人生
但我就不爽教育對我厲聲斥責

從童年被踩爛時開始暴怒時從開始跟架時開始抱哭時
這是人為改變的我
從勤奮到墮落精神到落魄閃光到脫落時
這是自己改變的我
從黑暗中爬起時從孤落被認可時
這是上帝改變的我
但在世界流離時感覺被囚於此
在外人眼裡是好時
是什麼改變了我

選擇性忽略自我意識
懸著勁耗著其實是自私
都想選擇命怪這怪那
權和名我選擇愛和愛她
害不害怕留不下什麼給誰
留下的是卑微但願結局會悲催
但含義猶如黑玫瑰一切看似暗淡
但故事卻讓人催淚

oh God please save my life as you can please save my life save my life
like u've beaten the devil
every day I indulge in emotion

oh God please save my life as you can please save my life save my life
like u've beaten the devil
every day I indulge in emotion

Let's me die ye
Every time every time I can't even cry ye
Ask why ye

i say fxxk da ** **
fxxk da world
fxxk everything so what

my point was ideology
not everyone can baer them at my age
even like me
you can't be me

This world is so crazy
A lot people lose their mind so silly

縱使人對你不公
頌辭過世界別給我送種
恐懼和貪婪讓自己無法面對失去
持續把時間浪費做出死之舉

但別說致逝去
謝謝我能用字句代替
沒有任何的憎恨但憤怒著這些人的無視為了這些紛爭
我必須賣力

oh God please save my life as you can please save my life save my life
like u've beaten the devil
every day I indulge in emotion

oh God please save my life as you can please save my life save my life
like u've beaten the devil
every day I indulge in emotion