Confessional

編曲 : 鄧澤西
你能猜著嗎？
創作時間：2020.11.18-2:37
我是個自私易怒的弱者
Guess what?
不思進取
Peevish and selfish I am
腦殼化了
no tryin' no steppin' ahead
我是個自負脆弱的小人
Brain rot
活在泡影
pretentious and fragile I am
夢中假象保持著怪誕的平靜
livin' in an illusory land
我知道它們終有一日會支離破碎
This eerie calm is a fake gloss
風暴將至
I know they'll be battered into to pieces
我早該整裝迎戰
The storm is coming right now
但我無動於衷
Picking up my weapon I gonna face it
明知道如此卻無動於衷
But I remain impervious
我不是聖人先知
But I remain unmoved
但我知道是什麼讓我失敗
I ain't no sage or prophetess
有時我多恨你
But I know what my failure will due to
恨你的善良和自信
Who I hate is you
但我眼前總是你
For your kindness and confidence
你的智慧和敏銳
But all I see is you
攻擊別人非我本意
For your insight and promptness
但隱藏的惡意會陡然出現
Attacking others is not my original intention
罷了，我只是一個活在想像中
I just hate this crop up notion from these vicious hidden emotions
為了不尷尬而設法打趣的人
That's me, a sad one living in imagination
不會講話就不要講
eventually, a bad one playing well to the gallery
沒有想法就不要想
Don't talk if you can't talk
快從床上坐起來啊
Don't think if you can't think
你空空的大腦就快死了
Get up from your damn bed
我最擅長的是浪費時間
Empty head is already dead
躺在床上度過渾噩的晝夜
My strength is wasting time
世界在飛速運轉
Thus things flow away day and night
而我被排除在外
Everything in existence's running wild
兜兜轉轉不知道在幹啥
Leaving me outside waiting to die
我的理想世界是如何
I feel like I'm walking in circle
你們說什麼就是什麼
Where's my life goal
被車輪帶起的泥都比我走得快
Whatever you say is right
接下來做什麼
Mud carried by wheels runs faster
不知道
What's you after
飯不能不吃工作不能不做
l....right
視線焦點不能離那是唯一的鎮定劑
Can't get wayward to runaway and quit my day job
你知道嗎？那天之後我重振旗鼓
Dive into river to camp it up and get my real pod
打算做個好人、努力當個強者
After that day I dusted myself down
原來積極向上也沒那麼難
trying to becoming the strong n' put'ting my armor on
我看著天邊燃燒的雲彩五味雜陳
oh...get positive is not that hard
璀璨的暮光終會暗淡沉寂
mixed melody overwhelms my heart
萬籟俱寂時閃耀的是星辰
The twilight will merge into the dark
我焦慮不安著卻因此而鮮活
Bitter cold and bright stars
“你一直希望自己勇敢而真實
Anxiety as my part
那麼現在做個深呼吸
“You always wanted to be brave and true
用猛烈的孤獨,開始你偉大的歷險”
So breathe deeply now
and begin your great adventure with crushing solitude”