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None of my boys know how to cope with this ****
我的伙計們都不知道如何處理這爛攤子
We was on tour in Europe, I tried coke with this kid
我們卻在歐洲巡遊，並與小孩暢飲可樂
See I need anything that make me feel less lonely
我需要任何別讓我孤身只影的東西
I get called a snake, a liar, a faggot, and a phony
我被稱為蛇、騙子、同性戀和造假
Sometimes I feel like all I'm gon' have is my money
有時我覺得自己錦衣玉食
And my day one homies just gon' be left with their money
可剛開始兄弟們窮困潦倒
And I'll stare at the skies until they start to fade away
我會仰望天空直到它們消散
Me and my cousin would play ball all day
卻和表弟整天都在打球
Trying to perfect that fadeaway
畢竟台下十年功
All our childhood dreams found a way to fade away
兒時所有的願望都快煙消雲散
Tyler Perry movies dawg, and Michael Jackson videos
那些泰勒·派瑞的電影和邁克爾·傑克遜的錄音帶
My aunt Becky passed on my pride , won't let me call
貝基姑姑不許我驕傲，不讓我打電話煩她
I've been a bad nephew, son, boyfriend whatever they call it
不管他們怎麼稱呼，我都是個壞侄子，壞兒子，壞男友
I just hope when it's my turn to not see tomorrow
我只希望明天輪到我渺無踪影
Y'all can forgive me for any pain
大夥兒都能原諒這種痛苦
That I ever seemed to cause you
這是否讓你似曾相識
If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
如果你醒來時感到比昨天更加孤獨
The more you gotta let me go then
那我們終會曲終人散
If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
如果你醒來時感到比昨天更加孤獨
The more you gotta let me go then
我們就此一刀兩斷
I wonder if Ameer think about me,
我很在意艾默爾是否會想起我，
Or what he think about me
或者他對我的看法
See when I think about me, I barely think about me
當我想他的時候未必他也想起我
I think about the people that surround me,
想想我身邊的人
Andhow I let em down
我是怎麼讓他們失望的
I'm doing that right now by even ****ing talking about this
我現在就是做的這麼爛
I' m sorry Dom,
對不起，多姆，
I probably shouldn't be putting
我可能不該那樣對你
All our problems on the front lawn
當時在空地草坪上嬉鬧
Like that scene in Blow
就像電影《Blow》裡的那一幕
When George's mom called the feds
當喬治的媽媽打電話給聯邦調查局的時候
Cause it was hurting her rep
因為這會影響到她的名聲
At what point do I do it for myself,
無論何時也得為自己留條後路
Instead of thinking bout the set?
而不是想著那些愚蠢的套路
I helped ****** get deals, I help ****** get healed
我會完成這次地下交易，我會幫他痊癒
But I still feel like ****** wanna see me killed
那我會眼睜睜看著自己變成亡命之徒
Probably cause my brother thought
這些可能都是內鬼的主意
I was trying to see him killed
真想送那哥們下地獄火海
My sister be on Instagram trying to air me out
我妹妹在Ins上想為我打抱不平
All because I won't give my niece a ****ing shout out
因為我不會對著我的侄女大喊大叫
If I ain't have Kelly
如果我沒有凱莉
I probably would've stayed in Hawaii
我可能會困在夏威夷
My boyfriend more than an angel,
我男朋友不僅僅是個天使，
It's a miracle he stuck by me
在我身邊，他更像個奇蹟
If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
如果你醒來時發現比昨天更加孤獨
The more you gotta let me go then
那我們終會曲終人散
If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday
如果你醒來時感到比昨天更加孤獨
The more you gotta let me go then
那我們就此一刀兩斷
Why me, why me, why me?
為什麼我會這麼迷茫？
Why me, why me, why me?
為什麼我會如此焦慮？
Why me, why me, why me?
為什麼我會這麼悲酸？
Why me, why me, why me?
為什麼我會如此憂傷？