Free Fall

I never thought I'd be so self-sufficient
I never thought I'd be a workaholic
I've been swallowed up and hollowed out
And now I have no peace of mind, no solace
Here comes the water works again
Some way to fill the Thames
One day I'll have some friends
Bills come, pocket full of lint
I'm hoping I can win some
I'm hoping I'll descend
And I go down, down, down, down, down
Wait for the crash and hit the ground
Free when I'm under pressure whether it's fight or win, sink or swim
I don't want be your blesser, I just want Vicodin, a minor sin
Just plain relief to carry me
I'm in free fall, free fall, free fall
Fall
Evidently nothing ever happens
And the world is made of businessmen
Everybody's wearing smart attire
So I'm in good company and then
Pay bills, money kills, no idea how I'm gonna get my next meal
Few skills, make a deal with the Devil if I wanna settle down, wanna bill
And you know mates, mister lonely, mister kiss ass for the check, I'm a phony
Use your bad taste, don't gold me, I'm already gone, you don't need to throw me
Free when I'm under pressure