Control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
凌晨夢醒尚有餘悸
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
我要戰勝焦慮他得是我的階下囚
Even when I know its been forever
儘管這是一場沒有盡頭的鬥爭
I can still feel the spin
但我仍能反擊
Hurts when I remember and
一回憶全是血
I never wanna feel it again
而我不想再任他折磨
Dont know if you get it cause
如果你能明白
I cant express how thankful I am
我對你難以言表的感激
That you were always with me when
風裡雨裡與子偕行
It hurts I know that you understand
只有你看得見我的傷痛
I dont wanna lose control
我不願失控淪陷
Nothing I can do anymore
再也無力反擊
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸每一天都竭盡全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
我的世界天旋地轉我的胸膛承受重擔
I dont wanna lose control
可我不想全然失控
Sometimes I still think its coming but I know its not
有時我腦海裡閃過放棄的念頭可我沒有輕易妥協
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
盡力地呼吸哪怕又要呼出可我已捕獲到了維持生命的空氣
Cause even though Im older now and
儘管年歲在堆積
I know how to shake off the past
我也依舊能甩去嵌在心底處對過去的執念
I wouldnt have made it if
我難以挺過這些困苦
I didnt have you holding my hand
如若沒有你緊握我的雙手
I dont wanna lose control
我不願失控淪陷
Nothing I can do anymore
再無力反擊
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸每一天都竭盡全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
我的世界天旋地轉我的心靈備受折磨
I dont wanna lose control
可我不想全然失控
I need you to know I would
我想讓你明白
Never be this strong without you
沒有你的陪伴我難以如此堅強
Youve seen how Ive grown youtook all my doubt
你目睹我成長你釋我疑惑
Cause you were home
因為你是我的歸宿
I dont wanna lose control
我不願失控淪陷
Theres nothing I can do anymore
再也無力反擊
I dont wanna lose control
我不願凌亂崩潰
Nothing I can do anymore anymore anymore
無能為力至全無力氣
Trying every day when I hold my breath
屏住呼吸每一天都竭盡全力
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
我的世界天旋地轉我的靈魂備受擠壓
I dont wanna lose control
可我不願至此淪陷