I hate U, I love U

Hello
你好
U know sometimes I wonder
你知道嗎？有的時候
what was I ever so good or even mayebe they were too good for me ?
別人對我太好，讓我懷疑我對他人是不是不夠好
Maybe I must maybe they were mad for
可能我應該變得更好，或者他們好的太過火了
could try a little harder
我應該試著成為一個更好的男人
I dont know
我不知道
I just……I just wish there would be different
我只是……只是想變得與眾不同
Love u, kill me, set ghost
如嗜毒般愛你，使我夜臥夢魘
Can breathe then a year I hurt so much
看起來波瀾不驚卻重創心靈
might be I drunk so much
或許我被你神魂顛倒
Try my best still didnt work
我試著清醒清醒卻仍是心醉神迷
brand new u were already broke
你也受傷心碎了吧
birds love wound somebody else
薄如蟬翼的愛情讓我們兩敗俱傷
had love when u only had lust
我愛上的你竟沉迷於紙醉金迷
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，卻愛你
I hate that I love u
我恨愛你的我
Dont want to, but I can put nobody else above u
我想方設法讓其他人取代你在我心中的位置，卻屢試屢敗
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，但我又深愛著你
I hate that I want u
我恨想擁有你的我
U want her, u need her
你想要她，你需要他
and Ill never be her
但我卻變不成你喜歡的模樣
Took every single once I ever had
時常想到
have one left if feel got last
你我在一起的一點一滴
came move on memories in the past
卻隨著時光流逝，逐漸模糊不清
Everything we did, everything that u say
算了吧什麼美好時光
be get fuck dont need care
我都無所謂
All I care about is leading goal
我想做的是掌權成勢
Say this everything fades slow
這是唯一不會改變的
All we know when u hear the soul
我們都清楚自己到底想要什麼
Dont even care nowhere it get time
就會不顧一切得拼命得到他
took my soul and I never cry
魂不守捨卻從不低頭
God told me that u never must
上帝告訴我一定不能認輸
never rule last devilin disgust
我要讓惡魔都心甘情願地臣服於我
Why did u do it, why did u do it
你為什麼要傷害我，要放棄我們的感情
We were so young also too foolish
還是我們太年少輕狂，愚昧無知
Love so blood
愛讓人心碎
Feel so good
愛讓人心醉
I could see u was no good
你一無好處
Mama told me I should give up
媽媽告訴我應該早點放棄
little kid ever good at listening
自認為長大的我卻從不聽勸
Now fuck here
Why aint my mom fool dad
為什麼我媽如此忠誠於我爸
dont even matter only good when u hear
他們感情好是千真萬確的好
Say love is dangerous drug
愛有劇毒
only thing dangeroous its the one u want to trust
我卻甘心服毒自盡
came blame bill when u had a choice
你可以將責任都推到金錢上
to keep on fighting or letting it go
繼續被利益熏心或嘗試著淡泊名利
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，卻無法不愛你
I hate that I love u
我恨愛你的我
Dont want to, but I can put nobody else above u
任何人都無法佔據甚至超越你在我心中的地位
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，卻捨不得你
I hate that I want u
我恨想要你專屬於我的自己
U want her , u need her
你想要她，你需要她
and Ill never be her
我永遠無法成為你心目中的她
Be it for years right about now
逝者如斯夫
Why bother every single tears
何必關心掉過的幾滴眼淚
that we know exactly how we feel
只有自己清楚自己的感受
She said that she wasnt perfect
她說她不再一塵不染
Because u deal her dirty
因為你對她不加尊重
cold heart in mine I could feel nothing
冰冷的心無法再去感知溫情
legally, miracle came out no word
世上本無奇蹟
forgive me every time when I took a tid ball
可我就是要創造奇蹟
So beautiful gets us smile
未來的美好風光
Call in the moment strutter breaks it down
只有對未來充滿信心的人才能領略
lLook into my eyes then u say u were
你我對視許下承諾
Kiss feel replace thousands words
親吻勝過千言萬語
Only thing love teaches is experience
經驗是愛情給我們上的唯一一課
Someone learns is self-destruct
有些人可能以身試險
from the pain, embarrase me that wasnt good for our relationship
痛苦隱隱作現，繼續掙扎對我們的感情有害無益
Call me crazy, call me mad
或許你覺得我瘋狂，抑或痴癲
I dont care, kiss my ass
我一點兒都不在乎，跪下親吻我的腳尖
I wont please nothing more, have my girl in my world
我不會再去迎合任何人的口味，因為我擁有了我親愛的女孩
Now I lay me down I sleep
現在我想休息一下
I pray it lord my soul to keep
主啊~讓我的靈魂永葆純真吧
And if I die, go for weak
如果我日趨衰弱或英年早逝
I pray it lord my soul to take
主啊~讓我的靈魂追隨你吧
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，你不知道我是多麼愛你
I hate that I love u
我恨透了深愛你的我
Dont want to, but I can put nobody else above u
你的身影無法在我腦海散去
I hate u, I love u
我恨你，我愛你無法自拔
I hate that I want u
我恨想要獨有你的我
U want her, u need her
你想要她，你追隨她
and Ill never be her
我卻無法跟上你的腳步
I found me , found something special in my life
我終於找到我生命中的獨特之處
Some might make me feel good
一些讓我贏得重視的方法
And I know my feelings for u would never change
我對你的愛至死不渝
Because u was my 1st love
因為你早已是我的第一夫人
Because u was my 1st love
因為你就是我的唯一
But I gotta move on from u
但是我要開始我新的旅程了這段旅程沒有你
And I forgive u everything u did to me
你的不好我會忘記
But its time for me to let u go
為我們的愛畫下句號，去翻開新的篇章吧