Lover I Don't Have to Love

I picked you out

我在人群中遇到了你
Of a crowd and talked to you
和你搭訕
Said I liked your shoes
我說我喜歡你的鞋子

你說謝謝並且要跟我走
You said thanks can I follow you?
於是我們上樓
So it's up the stairs
無人注視

沒有窺視的眼睛
And out of view
我灌了點小酒
No prying eyes
我問你名字你問我時間
I poured some wine
現在凌晨兩點
I asked your name you asked the time
俱樂部關門了我們來到街上
Now it's two o'clock,
牽著你的手
the club is closed we're up the block
用力揉搓你的牛仔褲
Your hands on me
你與我唇舌相交
I'm pressing hard against your jeans
堵塞著我將要溢出的言語
Your tongue in my mouth
你毫不在乎
Trying to keep the words from coming out
我在你之前的露水情緣
You didn't care to know
我想要一個無愛亦可的情人
Who else may have been you before
我想要一個能與之翻雲覆雨的姑娘
I want a lover I don't have to love
那個帶著藥的孩子在哪兒
I want a girl who's too sad to give a ****
我不確定他之前是否說過要在這兒等我
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
如果你把時間給我我會給你錢
I thought he said to meet me here but I'm not sure
我說做吧你說很棒
I got the money if you got the time
我的思緒變得混亂
You said it feels good I said I'll give it a try
我們都忘了你的車停在哪兒了
Then my mind went dark
「那就去做火車吧」
We both forgot where your car was parked
我會在早上和那個樂隊見面
Let's just take the train
有著惡習的差勁演員
I'll meet up with the band in the morning
有些悲傷的歌手
Bad actors with bad habits
只演奏悲傷的樂曲
Some sad singers
然後電話響了
They just play tragic
貨車要離開
And the phone's ringing
讓我們繼續愛撫吧
And the van's leaving
讓我們繼續歌唱
Let's just keep touching
我想要一個無愛亦可的情人
Let's just keep keep singing
我想要個酒醉地說不出話的男孩

那個帶著藥的孩子在哪兒呢
I want a lover I don't have to love
我飢渴到無法滿足
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
我需要可以記住的回憶
Where's the kid with the chemicals
那種總是在我腦海裡一閃而過的回憶

但是你
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
你寫下如此優美的語言
I need some meaning I can memorize
但生活不是小說
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind
愛是去受傷
But you but you
和去傷害的藉口
You write such pretty words
「你喜歡受傷嗎？」
But life's no story book
「喜歡！」
Love's an excuse to get hurt
「那就來傷我痛我吧。」
And to hurt
'Do you like to hurt?'
'I do! I do!'
'Then hurt me.'