breakdown

I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (Yeah)
我有宏偉的計劃，但都不像是我的作風（yeah）
And I miss days where I used to feel like me (You know)
我懷念曾經那些接近本心的日子（你知道的）
Cause I've been trapped in all the freedom
因為我在自由之中遭受圍困
Throw my heart up at the ceiling
把我的心擲向天花板
I take another drink so I can kill the voice of reason
更盡一杯酒，這樣就能夠扼殺理智
I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (Too much is too much)
我有宏偉的計劃，但都不像是我的作風（背負的實在太多）

You know
你知道
Uh, they fightin' my demons but they ain't fightin' fair
他們與我的心魔對抗，但這場戰局並不公平
But I keep sayin' that everything is all right I swear
但我一直在說，一切都好，我發誓如此
All alone in a dark space, ain't no light in there
獨自一人在黑暗的空間裡，室內黯然無光
What's ****ed up is I might actually like it there
糟糕的是，我可能真的貪戀這樣的環境
Pouring everything on this paper my pen is on
將筆尖上的文思全部傾注於紙面之上
Feel like I'm breaking in places they put the pressure on
感覺就像是闖入他們給予我壓力的地方
I'm the one in my circle they all depending on
在我的圈子裡，他們都仰仗於我
I do it though I need these drugs I've become dependent on
儘管我需要藥物依賴，卻還是這麼做了
Someone tried to confront me now we don't get along
有人想跟我對質，現在我們可處不來
In my business they trippin' off what I'm sippin' on
跟著我乾就必須聽我的話
They can't reach the pedestal that my head is on
他們夠不到我頭頂的基座
But truthfully I've been breaking down just finally lettin' on
但說實話，我已近崩潰了，只是終於無法隱藏

Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (Uh, you know)
我已經處於崩潰的境地，寶貝(你知道)
I need you, I need you (I got you)
我需要你，我需要你(我了解了)
Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby
我已經站在風暴的中心，寶貝
I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)
我需要你，我需要來到我身邊（我了解了）
Tell me this will be over (Uh )
告訴我這一切都會結束
Over soon (Yeah)
很快就會
Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
我已經處於崩潰的境地，寶貝
I need you (I got you), I need you, I
我需要你，我需要你

Uh, crowded space but I feel alone
這里人頭攢動，但我只覺得孤單
Eyes on me at all times in a judgement zone
在輿論之中被無形的雙眼監督
Somewhere on the road ****ed up but I'm missin' home
在中途的某個地方盡情放縱，但我思念家的感覺
No rest for the wicked, work cut out, put a pillow on
惡人無休，工作完畢，枕上枕頭
Anywhere, from misunderstood they try to patronize
在任何場合，始於誤解，他們都試圖施惠於人
They judgin' my ways, but won't empathize
他們評判我的做人之道，但絲毫不會同情於我
You couldn't walk in my shoes, I'm not tellin' lies
你無法站在我的立場上，我沒有說謊
Since 21, I 've been runnin' a whole enterprise
從21歲開始，我就在經營我的事業
Provide for too many people, I can't jeopardize
為了供養太多的人，我不能冒險
But I've been breakin' in half to two separate lives
但我已經分裂成兩半，過著兩種不同的生活
Mister Hodges died lookin' at Jekyll's eyes
Mister Hodges是看著Jekyll的眼睛死去的
I start becoming somebody I can't recognize
我開始變成一個連自己都無法辨識的人

Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby (Uh, you know)
我已經處於崩潰的境地，寶貝(你知道)
I need you, I need you (I need you too)
我需要你，我需要你（我也同樣）
Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby
我已經站在風暴的中心，寶貝
I need you, I need you to come over (I got you)
我需要你，我需要你來到我身邊
Tell me this will be over (Uh)
告訴我這一切都會結束
Over soon (Yeah)
很快就會
Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
我已經處於崩潰的境地，寶貝
I need you (Ey), I need you (Wooh), I
我需要你，我需要你

Oh (Uh), I need you (I got you)
我需要你，我需要你（我了解了）
Oh, I need you (I got you)
我需要你（我了解了）

So comeover
所以請來吧
Tell me this will be over (Uh)
告訴我一切都將結束
Over soon (Yeah)
很快就會（yeah）
Oh, oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
我已經處於崩潰的境地，寶貝
I need you, I need you (I got you)
我需要你，我需要你（我了解了）

I got big plans but none of them feel like mine (You know)
我有宏偉的計劃，但都不像是我的作風（你知道的）
And I miss days where I used to feel like
我懷念曾經那些接近本心的日子