deflect

Guess Im deflecting the truth of the matter, whoa
I cant decide if Im in or outta love, oh
Im picking these petals, my hearts feeling weathered
I feel like I cant decide
Im still unsure if Im in or outta love, oh
Never thought, never thought Id feel this way
My inner core, my intuiting got me feeling fake
Im been down bad, so lost, not fit for love
Not fit at all
Cause I can never stop to think and believe
That maybe this aint the one for me
Instead I keep pushing and making peace
Is it love or make-believe? Yeah
Guess Im deflecting the truth of the matter, whoa
I cant decide if Im in or outta love, oh
Im picking these petals, my hearts feeling weathered
I feel like I cant decide
Im still unsure if Im in or outta love, oh