Blue Study

Somewhere between my tongue and cheek
I can feel the hands on me
Pulls me in so we are face to face
I dont wanna see it,
I dont wanna see
Hold my head up cant avert my eyes
Spots and rats on me,
I dont wanna see
Claw the ground up, get me out of this
Never wanted this, never needed this
And you left me and
I left you
And you left me and
I left you too
Chair is stained and
I cant stay awake
Bring forth evidence to keep me sane
I cant keep this riddle locked inside
Seven ways to keep my secrets tied
Cant believe this,
I belong in chains
Separated, it was me and something else
Now Im numbing, get me out of this
Never wanted this, never needed this
And you left me and
I left you
And you left me oh, but then
I left you and
And you left me and
I left you
And you left me and
I left you too
Arms stretched out, giving thanks to pain
Spotlight looking down,
Im ashamed
Kneeling with my forehead to the ground
I cant help but flinch before
Im foundI dont need you!
Cant you see behind?
Doesnt matter now, doesnt matter anymore
Maybe made me , get me out of this
Never wanted this, never needed this
And you left me and
I left you
And you left me and ************ then
I left you and
And you left me and
I left you
And you left me and
I left you too
Safe! I just want to be safe
Safe! I just want to be safe
Safe! Dont you want to be safe?
Safe! Why cant you let me be safe?