to be honest

Ive been mixing medications again
How long til this episode ends?
Think Im starting to scare my friends
Is this something that time wont mend? Yeah, yeah
I drink myself to sleep
Stay high so I can force myself to eat
All these painful memories repeating, repeating, repeat

To be honest Im running out of time
Theres nothing left to save me, my lifes on the line
To be honest, its getting hard to cope
Im at the end of my rope, yeah

(Woah)
Here again
I think I can see the end
No, I cant even play pretend
The skin Im in is paper thin
I lost to insecurity
I lost my grip on sanity
Wish I said what you meant to me
I close my eyes and pretend that shes you
Im so sick in the head
Oh, I know that you knew
Misery loves company
They say they wanna be me
When I dont even wanna be me

To be honest Im running out of time
Theres nothing left to save me, my lifes on the line
To be honest, its getting hard to cope
Im at the end of my rope

It never gets better, it only gets worse
Think I might head out so no one gets hurt
Burns in my sweater, holes in my shirt
Question my purpose, question my worth
It never gets better, it only gets worse
Think I might head out so no one gets hurt
Burns in my sweater, holes in my shirt
Question my purpose, I question my worth

To be honest Im running out of time
Theres nothing left to save me, my lifeson the line
To be honest, its getting hard to cope
Im at the end of my rope

To be honest Im running out of time
Theres nothing left to save me, my lifes on the line
To be honest, its getting hard to cope
Im at the end of my rope, yeah