adult problem

It was a hasty decision for me to make
bringing up that touchy matter
I wanted you to be honest when you were here with me right now
Deep down i knew we were in different positions
hanging it all in my head
It just makes it so much worse don't you make it worse
Your sick need of approval and
my excessive mildness
is running a perfect balance here
don 't you see
I am on the verge of losing
either you or her or myself
Coffee is no drug until the second cup
and a sip of you might just kill me
I wanted you to be honest when you are lying to me right here
Deep down i wish you could disappear
Still hanging in mind it just makes it worse don't you see
Your sick need of approval and
my excessive mildness
is ruining the perfect balance here
don't you see
I am on the verge of losing
either you or her or myself
I wish i could see