trying not to love you

My god
What does it mean when I call
To talk
And I fall apart 'cause you won't pick up your phone
Guess I can't admit
I'm in over my head
That I'm falling down that slippery slope
And climbing back into your bed
Please baby
Let me go on living in the eye of the storm
Please baby
Let me go on thinking that I'm in control
When I—
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When he leans, I lean
Hanging on his candor
Just another fan girl
If he goes, I follow, ' cause
Maybe if I'm with him
I won't get to thinking
Please baby
Let me go on living in the eye of the storm
Please baby
Let me go on thinking that I'm in control
When I—
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When he leans, I lean
Hanging on his candor
Just another fan girl
If he goes, I follow, 'cause
Maybe if I'm with him
I won't get to thinking
It gets harder and harder and harder
To ignore the bad things
When you keep on, you keep on, you keep on
Giving me things that ain't good
It's gets harder and harder and harder
'Cause I'm starting to see
What you're keeping from me, and still
I 'm begging for more and more baby
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When I' m trying not to love you
When I'm trying not to love you
When he leans, I lean
When I'm trying not to love you
Hanging on his candor, just another fan girl
When I'm trying not to love you
If he goes, I follow, 'cause
When I'm trying not to love you
Maybe if I'm with him, I won't get to thinkin'
When I'm trying not to love you
Trying not to love you, trying not to love
(When I'm trying not to love you)
Trying not to love you, trying not to love
(When I'm trying not to love you)
Trying not to love you, trying not to love
(When I'm trying not to love you)
Trying not to love
Oh, oh (when I'm trying not to love you)