already tired

I just woke up
醉後不知天在水
And I'm already tired
滿船清夢壓星河
Feel sick from my head down to my stomach
可我感到滿身的疲倦
The longer I stay in bed
躺在床上回憶著
Forget what I said
那些口口聲聲的誓言
About all the goals I met
那些點點滴滴的成功
They don't mean a thing to me anymore
現在對我來說再也不重要了
I know that's bad
我知道我現在很糟
But you don 't have to tell me that
但你不必跟我說
I already know
我知道
I'm too hard on myself
我對自己太苛刻了
I 'm stubborn to ask for help
我總是自食其力
When it's offered
可也害了我自己
I swear that I'm doing
我發誓會讓自己
Oh so well
變得更好
Then push them away, yeah
從頭再來吧
I just woke up
我剛醒來
But I wish that I didn't
卻想回到那睡夢裡
I haven't ate in a while
想要找點東西吃
But the kitchen feels so far
可卻感覺廚房那麼遙遠
I hear your car
我聽到了車聲
Are you already leaving?
是你走了嗎
It's two in the afternoon
下午兩點
I should get up soon, I know
我知道我該起來了
You don't have to tеll me that
你不用告訴我
I already know I nevеr
因為我很清楚
****ing changed
我根本沒有一點改變
I know that I'm not alone
我知道我不孤單
But it feels like I am
可總被自己的身影淹沒
I ****ing hate my brain
去他的
So push me away, yeah
我在改變了
Just push me away
給我一點時間