Black Sheep

And I act like I don't give a fuck, but I do give a fuck
就好像我不會理會不會痛但我真的在意了
And I'm trapped inside my mind, there ain 't no loosenin' up
大腦的風暴快要把我轉暈了沒有得到一絲放鬆
Maybe I'm thinkin' too much and I'm caught in my feelings
可能我想的太多了疼痛的苦楚把我禁足
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
我能被接受的機率是百萬分之一？
I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)
我是害群之馬醜陋吧
The black sheep (the black sheep)
我是情人眼中的一顆沙礙眼吧
It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with
雨劍穿心你不會知道我是怎麼空手奪白刃的
I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)
我是神失敗的試驗品被遺忘
The black sheep (the black sheep)
我是世上僅存的罪惡被正化
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in- a-million?
我能被接受的機率是百萬分之一？
Oh, I'm the black sheep
噢呵我原來是髒了那鍋湯的老鼠屎呀

草這個世上沒有尼格存活的理由
Fuck, a nigga just don't fit in
沒人願意承認自己身上流著的黑黑的血
No one close to kin
光是抱怨自己的話我就能把筆寫爆
I write about it so much, I done broke my pen
假裝生活完美無缺憾的我我覺著噁心了
And I'm so sick of pretendin' my life is dandy and flawless
被困在通往地獄的路上只得獨鬥妖魔鬼怪
I'm stuck on a road to hell, fightin' demons
但我不想反抗任憑他們拖著走過地獄
But I let 'em drag me across it
人人都開心的在我頭頂上鼓掌
While everybody happily applauds it
見義勇為的告訴我為什麼會被打
Tell me what caused it
那是夢露高中嗎？是我上學的地方
Was it Monroe High? That's where I went to school at
所有的黑人孩子都說我被洗白了
All the black kids said I was white-washed
所有的白人孩子都說我太黑了
And the white kids said I was too black
玩滑板時我是得到一片唏噓的那一個
When I skateboarded, I got booed at
午飯時我是被人倒掉食物的那一個
At lunchtime, I was who they threw food at
我很努力的想要克服它們
I was tryin' so hard to cope with it
我想夾帶兩把手槍在校園裡奔跑
I wanted to run up on campus with two gats
一不小心ahh~ 就讓它們檫槍走火
And just (ahh) let loose
把我當白痴的人我就送他們進急診室
Put some niggas in the E.R. for tryna treat me like a retard
未來他媽的到底在哪兒？我只看見當下
Where the fuck does my future lie? I can't see far
媽媽的小寶貝呀他心中孕育著復仇的種子
Momma's little sweetheart, he developed an attitude
拾麥當劍那是一條通往地獄的大道
Picked up a mic, that's a hell of an avenue
把你們一個個送進地獄並緊隨其後寸步不離
He gon' take yo' ass to hell and then back with you
生活就是一堂課你可以說我從沒活過
Life is a class you can tell I've been absent to
強烈的懷疑親密的包圍著我
My massive doubt has got me wrapped around
它抱著我一點一點往下沉
And it drags me down a bit
我不知道要怎麼掙脫我試圖唱出我的靈魂深處
I don't know how to cast it out, I try to rap profound
你可以嘲笑我的所作所為
So you could laugh about the shit
但事實上對於你我可要吝嗇我的笑了
Truth is, yo, I never laughed
我正在尋找飛往天堂的方向
I'm lookin' for wherever Heaven's at
可憐的蛆蟲他們不會放過他的
The black sheep, they won't let him past
他們更愛聚在一起實施群體暴力
They would rather get together
將他捆綁再利索砍下他的頭吾心也一同死去
Tie him up and then behead his ass, got me hella sad
聽！
Listen!
你是否覺著這個世界已經不需要你了

就好像這個世界從不需要你一樣
Do you ever feel like the world is never gon' want you ?
我就是每時每刻都似曾相識悲由心生
Like the world is never gon' need you?
就好像我不會理會不會痛但我真的在意了
I always do, every day is déjà vu for me
大腦的風暴快要把我轉暈了沒有得到一絲放鬆

可能我想的太多了疼痛的苦楚把我禁足
And I act like I don't give a fuck, but I do give a fuck
我能被接受的機率是百萬分之一？
And I'm trapped inside my mind, there ain't no loosenin' up
我是害群之馬 醜陋吧
Maybe I'm thinkin' too much and I'm caught in my feelings
我是情人眼中的一顆沙礙眼吧
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
雨劍穿心你不會知道我是怎麼空手奪白刃的
I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)
我是神失敗的試驗品被遺忘
The black sheep (the black sheep)
我是世上僅存的罪惡被正化
It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with
我能被接受的機率是百萬分之一？
I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)
噢呵我原來是髒了那鍋湯的老鼠屎呀
The black sheep (the black sheep)
尼格腦死亡
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
尼格思路偏離軌道
Oh, I'm the black sheep
我承擔損失我負全責

沒有掌聲我打不出這手好牌
That nigga whose brain is off, I am that
想不起從什麼時候開始
My train of thought left on Amtrak
這該死的欺凌變得如此的壓倒性我開始叛逆
I take the loss and I stand back
我痛恨我身處的一切
I can't play the cards with no hand clap
尼格之間沒有一點愛
I can't recall when this damn crap
馬子都婊歡好也只有那一個洞
Became so overwhelmin' I started rebellin'
想爬出惡魔黑暗的實驗室但煉獄大門緊閉
I hate as all as I stand at
我從未離家出走
Never got no love from my niggas
我從未想過會是這個結局
No love from no hoes, came up in a hole
但願我有一扇窗好讓我從中跳出來
Tryna climb out the Devil's dark lab, but the oven is closed
我的家人都在外面呼喊“神吶神吶救救他！”
I don't ever leave the house much
我覺著外面的世界沒人認識我
I never really thought this would be the outcome
瞅著我都覺著我有毛病但一直沒人告訴我我該怎麼辦？
Wish I had a window I was leapin' out from
瞧見了吧這顆冰冷的心會死的
My family is yellin', 'Please, Jesus, help him!'
我不好難道我自己不知道嗎？
When I'm out in the real world, I feel like nobody knows me
地球怎麼離得我這麼遠
What if this whole time I've had an issue and nobody toldme?
我的手伸得夠遠了但夠不著
See, this cold heart isn't cozy
我應該進棺材了嗎
Am I below par and I don't see ?
也沒人願意拉我一把
I'm so disconnected from Earth
除非他們能手揣白銀
My hands are out so far but they won't reach
瘋狗們對我從不在意
Should I get in a coffin?
他們只對Hopsin貪得無厭
Not many niggas would wanna kick it with me
我表現出來這都不是事兒
Unless they would gonna benefit off it
我淚灑滿面的在房間裡滿腦想著自殺自殺
Motherfuckers never interested in knowin' me
很酷嗎？酷你媽的！
They just be just itchin' for Hopsin
你是否覺著這個世界已經不需要你了
I'd be frontin' if I act like it isn't a problem
就好像這個世界從不需要你一樣
I done shed tears contemplatin' my suicide in my room
我就是每時每刻都似曾相識悲由心生
Isn't it awesome? (Fuck no!)
就好像我不會理會不會痛但我真的在意了

大腦的風暴快要把我轉暈了沒有得到一絲放鬆
Do you ever feel like the world is never gon' want you?
可能我想的太多了疼痛的苦楚把我禁足
Like the world is never gon' need you?
我能被接受的機率是百萬分之一？
I always do, every day is déjà vu for me
我是害群之馬醜陋吧

我是情人眼中的一顆沙礙眼吧
And I act like I don't give a fuck, but I do give a fuck
雨劍穿心你不會知道我是怎麼空手奪白刃的
And I'm trapped inside my mind, there ain't no loosenin' up
我是神失敗的試驗品被遺忘
Maybe I'm thinkin' too much and I'm caught in my feelings
我是世上僅存的罪惡被正化
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
我能被接受的機率是百萬分之一？
I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)
噢呵我原來是髒了那鍋湯的老鼠屎呀
The black sheep (the black sheep)
雨劍穿心你不會知道我是怎麼空手奪白刃的
It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with
我是害群之馬醜陋吧
I'm the black sheep ( the black sheep)
我是情人眼中的一顆沙礙眼吧
The black sheep (the black sheep)
我能被接受的機率是百萬分之一？
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
我是神失敗的試驗品被遺忘
Oh, I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)
我是世上僅存的罪惡被正化
Like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with
雨劍穿心你不會知道我是怎麼空手奪白刃的
I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)
我是不堪欺凌的孩子
The black sheep (the black sheep)
我是老師的眼中釘子
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in-a-million?
我能被接受的機率是百萬分之一？
I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)
噢呵我原來是這班上的毒瘤呀
The black sheep (the black sheep)
It's like the rain is fallin' on me, you don't know what I deal with
I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)
The black sheep (the black sheep)
Are the odds of me being accepted one-in- a-million?
I'm the black sheep (the black sheep)