I’m Not Ready

Written By Domani Harris
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Produced by Big A
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你是我萬里挑一的愛人我用眼睛捕捉到了關於你的一切
I said u one in a million and I see it with my eyes
你是我平凡生活中唯一的理想當世界落下帷幕我身心投入此番思緒
I said u one in a million and I feel it when there closed
你是我眾覽星辰獨愛的那一顆星我想我需要你常伴我側
I said u one in a million and I need u by my side
可是我想我還沒有準備就緒
But I'm not ready
我遠遠沒有做好準備
No I'm not ready
算了···我不再想讓你繼續等候等候這份無法實現的愛
No I'm not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
遠離我才是你最應該做的
It's best u stay away from me
我沒有準備好
Oh I'm not ready
我還未準備好
Cuz I'm not ready
不我不會再要求你為我停留····
No I'm not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
遠離我才是最好不過的
It's best u stay away from me
我擔憂著畏懼著
Oh I'm not ready
遠未做好去愛的準備
Cuz I'm not ready
我沒有辦法想像你正在為我們的未來做規設

無法想像你期盼著你夢想的婚禮為穿上那一襲白紗而節食的那一幕
I'm not ready to picture u getting ready and
此時我不能夠確定我是否做好了嘗試愛的準備
Losing weight for the wedding that u dreamed of
我成長在兩個環境之中
When I'm not sure I'm ready to receive love
已經習慣了每年過兩個聖誕節但現在我發現
I grew up with my parents in two separate houses
這些成長經歷給我人生帶來了深重的影響我忽視掉了內心悄然生長的晦暗一面
I used to always have two Christmases but now I'm finding
現在我都難以去想像我的孩子會來自一個完整的家庭
That it's bigger then that, I always overlooked it growing up
我的心上人這不是你的錯
And now it's hard to even picture all my kids coming from one
我不知道··這一切到底是因為我的過去··· 還是我僅僅在說些不著調的話
Women that I love and that's not yo fault
手裡握著一滿杯子的空虛我還說著我從來沒嘗試飲取
I don't know if it's cuz my past or am I talking out my ass
現在是12.30 在醉生夢死中醒來睡一覺過後清醒的思緒幫我整理---
Cuz Ihad a glass of that **** I said I'd never drink
那些壓在我心頭的事我知道在將來我的孩子他會理解我的想法
But it's 12:30 in the morning and it help me speak
會有一天我不再藉助藥物給的勇氣來幫我成為一個真正的男人
About the things that's heavy on my heart I know he'll understand
不管誰在這個房間裡我都要說出我的想法
One day I'll never need this poison to help me be a man
我討厭與deez的人一起錄音
And say what's on my mind disregarding whoever in the room
全部都走吧
I hate recording with all deez people
這樣我能看到的只有我自己
Please clear the room so I can see
在困頓在身邊這些女人的圍繞之中我如何才能找到自我
Eye to eye with just me
但我依舊只承認你一人
How Im'ma find myself with all these *****s watching me?
你是我萬里挑一的愛人我用眼睛捕捉到了關於你的一切
But still I always said you..
你是我平凡生活中唯一的理想當世界落下帷幕我身心投入此番思緒
Said u one in a million and I see it with my eyes
你是我眾覽星辰獨愛的那一顆星我想我需要你常伴我側
I said u one in a million and I feel it when there closed
可是我想我還沒有準備就緒
I said u one in a million and I need u by my side
我遠遠沒有做好準備
But I'm not ready
算了···我不再想讓你繼續等候等候這份無法實現的愛
No I'm not ready
遠離我才是你最應該做的
No I'm not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
我沒有準備好
It's best u stay away from me
我還未準備好
Oh I'm not ready
不我不會再要求你為我停留···
Cuz I'm not ready
遠離我才是最好不過的
No I'm not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
我擔憂著畏懼著
It's best u stay away from me
遠未做好去愛的準備
Oh I'm not ready
大多數人都稱之為在錯的時間遇到對的人
Cuz I'm not ready
貌合神離罷了

我相信該來的不會遲到
Most call it meeting the right one at the wrong time
我相信發生之事都皆其有命數
Maybe got the right shape but the wrong mind
以上都是絕對無論你信奉什麼
I believe everything's on time
無論你對此是了然於心還是從未知曉
I believe everything happens for a reason
你是我萬里挑一的愛人我用眼睛捕捉到了關於你的一切
Regardless of the religion you believe in
你是我平凡生活中唯一的理想當世界落下帷幕我身心投入此番思緒
Know this or know nothing
對不起····

真的我還沒有做好準備
I said u one in a million and I see it with my eyes
擔憂著畏懼著
I said u one in a million and I feel it when there closed
算了···我不再想讓你繼續等候等候這份無法實現的愛
One in a m.... I'm sorry
遠離我才是你最應該做的
But I'm not ready
為了避免結束
I'm not ready
我拒絕了所有開始
I'm not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
我不會再要求你為我停留
It's best u stay away from me
遠離我才是最好不過的
I'm not ready
為了避免結束
I' m not ready
我拒絕了所有開始
I'm not asking u to wait for me, wait for me
It's best u stay away from me
I'm not ready
I 'm not ready