Guidance (Conscious Sessions)

I spoke to God even though he dont care how I feel
I sent him letters, yet I found them returned and sealed
All of my prayers left unanswered, yet still I would kneel
I spoke to God even though I don't know if hes real
I heard that evil is silent
I know my demons stay quiet
Until I ask for compliance
Thats when they claw and they riot
So keep me awake
Even though I, wish to escape
From these thoughts I, ponder and pray
Even though I've lost all my faith, I will survive
I watched below as I saw my son fall in a field
I let his heart fall apart then I taught it to heal
I let him ask me for guidance
I met his questions with silence
Hiding the answers inside it, I always knew he would find it
So keep me awake
Even though I, wish to escape
From these thoughts I, ponder and pray
Even though Ive lost all my faith, I will survive
We sat alone by a lonely meadow
I asked him what I had left of my soul
It turns out there are some things I dont know
He placed the earth in the palm of my hands
Asked me to fix all the problems it has
Now I think I finally understand
So keep me awake, keep me away
Keep me awake
Even though Ive lost all my faith
Keep me awake
Even though I, wish to escape
From these thoughts I, ponder and pray
Even though Ive lost all my faith, I will survive