Colossus

Your mother hung herself in the National Theater
你媽媽在國家劇院裡面上吊自殺了
When she was four months pregnant with your sister
當她懷著你四個月大的妹妹的時候
Who would have been thirteen years old today
她沒早夭的話這個時候應該已經十三歲了
Does that make you feel any less alone in the world?
這會讓你在這個世上少感到哪怕一點點的孤獨嗎
Your dad, I'm sure, he tried his best
你爸爸，我相信，他盡了他最大的努力
He thought you'd be better off living with your grandmother
他相信和奶奶住在一起會讓你好受一點兒
He didn't realize that she had already given up
他沒意識到你奶奶早就心生厭倦了
Baby, your family, they are just losers
親愛的，你的一家子，他們只是廢物而已
I've become such a wolf around you
我成為了你身邊徘徊的狼
My thoughts go dark and dull, out of focus
我的思維沉入黑暗，變得呆滯，漸漸失焦
Have no peace in my mind
腦袋裡片刻不得安寧
Because you
因為你
You've touched me
你觸摸了我
The screech owls are going insane outside my house
我屋子外一群刺耳尖叫的貓頭鷹快要發瘋了
It is the season for trouble and self destruction
現在正值劫難和自我毀滅的時節
All of my friends, they are falling apart
我所有的朋友，他們都正在崩潰當中
But not me, I'm in control
但我沒有，一切都在我的掌控中
Remember the exquisite corpse that we created together
記得我和你一起創造的那個“精緻的死屍” （文字遊戲）
We laughed at the time, it seemed so impenetrable
我們那時候一齊笑了，它看起來那麼無法理解
But reading it now I think I understand
但是現在重讀一遍我想我理解了
What it is that we are trying to steal from each other
我們都想從對方身上盜取的東西是什麼
I've become such a wolf around you
我成為了你身邊那樣的一匹狼
My thoughts go dark and dull, out of focus
我的思維沉入黑暗，變得呆滯，漸漸失焦
Have no peace in my mind
腦袋裡片刻不得安寧
Because you
因為你
You've touched me
你打動了我