this is what overthinking feels like

I cant get these thoughts out of my mind
I fall behind
I think Im hurting
Its all uncertain
The voices in my head, theyll never end
Anxiety is now my friend
I think Im drowning myself
Im lost inside my mind
I overthink every goddamn time
Telling myself that it wont be fine
Im lost, its all a blur
Too many nights to remember
Im what they call an irrational overthinker
I cant seem to do anything
I fall behind, too many questions
A sick obsession
Kinda like a movie that never ends
And now the villain is my friend
I think Im drowning myself
Im lost inside my mind
I overthink every goddamn time
Telling myself that it wont be fine
Im lost, its all a blur
Too many nights to remember
Im what they call an irrational overthinker
Im an overthinker
And a heavy drinker
These thoughts will linger
Pointing fingers at myself
Im an overthinker
And a heavy drinker
These thoughts will linger
Pointing fingers at myself