feel like s**t

[Verse 1]
Usually never cry at all
從不輕彈眼淚
I would say I'm pretty tough
我告訴自己，你堅不可摧
But it's been a couple weeks now and I still feel stuck in my lungs
可已經分開了幾個星期，我還是覺得快喘不過氣
And usually I go out on nights
我愛上了在每個夜晚逃離
And not think of you once
從未再想過你一次
But if they start playin' that song
但如果那首歌的旋律響起
I can't help but to think about us, oh, oh
我眼前便不自覺浮現起你
[Pre-Chorus]
Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part
曾經我真的以為最難捱的回憶已如飛塵般消散
When I pulled myself out of your arms
當我掙脫住包裹著我的手臂
Wish I knew that was only the start
希望我已預料到那隻是離別的一個微弱開始
And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause
至此，我徹底心碎，崩潰
[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
因為昨晚是第一次
You didn't even try to call
我的電話陷入陌生的沉默
Oh I, I, won't lie
我不想騙自己
I thought I might die
我覺得自己一隻腳已踏入深淵
I couldn't even sleep at all
無數次徹夜輾轉，難以入眠
And maybe I'll get used to it (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
也許，我終會習慣孤身一人
But right now I just feel like shit (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
但現在，只有糟糕的一切
Oh, oh
噢，噢
[Verse 2]
So I kissed somebody else
我覆上另一個人的唇
Just to see how it felt
只想看清自己的內心
But all that was goin' through my brain
在我腦海中揮之不去的
Was your hands around my waist
卻是你的雙手環抱住我的腰
You know how to do it so well
你太知道如何使我歡心
[Pre-Chorus]
Really thought I was done with the hardest part
曾經我真的以為最難捱的回憶已如飛塵般消散
When I pullеd myself out of your arms
當我掙脫住包裹著我的手臂
Wish I knew that was only the start
希望我已預料到那隻是離別的一個微弱開始
And now I'm fallin' apart 'causе
至此，我徹底心碎，崩潰
[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
因為昨晚是第一次
You didn't even try to call (Didn't even try to call)
我的電話陷入陌生的沉默
Oh I, I, won't lie
我不想騙自己
I thought I might die
我覺得自己一隻腳已踏入深淵
I couldn't even sleep at all
無數次徹夜輾轉，難以入眠
And maybe I'll get used to it (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
也許，我終會習慣孤身一人
But right now I just feel like shit (Ah , ah, ah-ah, ah)
但現在，只有糟糕的一切
Oh, oh
噢，噢
[Bridge]
Now, if I get a little too drunk, I'll start thinkin', 'What if you were the one?'
如果我現在正微醺，便又開始愁緒，“如果你就是我要的人呢？”
I know that the damage is done, done
我明白所有後果已無法挽回
And I still have the shirt that you wore when we first met
我還留著我們初見時，你穿的襯衫
It's there on the floor, I might kick it under the bed
它在地板上孤零零躺著，也許還會被我踢到床底
Hopin' that I could forget that
祈禱我能忘記過去傾慕你的種種
[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
昨晚是第一次
You didn't even try to call
你甚至都沒有想過聯絡我
Oh I, I, won't lie
我不想騙自己
I thought I might die
我覺得自己一隻腳已踏入深淵
I couldn't even sleep at all (At all)
無數次徹夜輾轉，難以入眠
And maybe I'll get used to it (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
也許，我終會習慣孤身一人
But right now I just feel like shit (Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah)
但現在，只有糟糕的一切
Oh, oh
噢，噢
[Outro]
Used to it
適應並習慣
Feel like shit
關於這糟透的一切