would it matter

Would it even matter if I told you how I felt?
如果我告訴你的感受，你會在意嗎？
I know no one cares and so I keep it to myself
我知道沒有人在乎，所以我將它保留給自己
I know no ones there, so Ima do this with no help
我知道那裡的人與我無關，所以我無動於衷
My mind is a prison, I feel locked inside a cell
我的思想是一座監獄，我感覺被鎖在牢房裡
Looking for somebody who gon save me from myself
尋找可以拯救我自己的人
I cant really trust a thing that all these people tell me
那些人和我說的一切我都無法相信
Everybody wanna claim they know me
每個人都想說他們認識我
But I swear that they dont even know a thing
但我發誓他們對我毫無了解
Staring off into the ceiling now
盯著天花板發呆
Laying down inside the living room, just spacing out
躺在客廳裡思緒紊亂
I can feel my every thought coming and crashing down
我能感覺到我的每一個念頭都在湧來湧去
Stuck inside and Ima find a way to make it out
我感覺被困住了我得想辦法離開
Before my grandma died I told her I would make her proud
我奶奶去世前我告訴她我會讓她驕傲的
I hope she sees me and she smiles when shes looking down
我希望她低頭看我時她會露出微笑
I been low, but who doesnt stress from time to time?
我情緒低落，但誰又不是倍感壓力呢？
I chill with Benji, we like Finn and Jake; Adventure Time
我和本吉在一起，我們喜歡芬恩和傑克；冒險時光
Its getting cold inside this room, and these blankets just aint helping
房間裡越來越冷，這些毯子也無法使我保暖
Think its time to smoke to save myself from overthinking
我想是時候抽點煙來避免過度思考了
Dont know why I care so much, but I always seem to feel it
不知道為什麼我這麼在乎，但我似乎總是能感覺到
Think I need to get up, instead of dragging myself in it
我想我應該站起來，而不是把自己拖進去
Cause drowning myself in all thisdoubt drives me psycho
因為把自己淹沒在這些懷疑中讓我變得神經質
Like singing a song, but you dont ever hit the right notes
就像你從未對我唱起過那首歌一樣
Writing a song, but hating everything that you wrote
寫下一首歌，字裡行間全是憎恨你的感覺
Wanting a home, but hating everywhere that you go
想要一個家，卻恨你去的每一個地方
Dont talk to me, if youre just gonna waste my time
別跟我說話，如果你只是想浪費我的時間
Dont f*ck with me, if youre just gonna feed me lies
別跟我運動，如果你想騙我的話
Dont talk to me, if youre just going to be mean
別跟我聊天，如果你只是想嘲諷我
Dont f*ck with me, if you dont plan on being sweet
別跟我運動，如果你不能做甜心寶貝的話
Baby are you down? Will you stay around?
寶貝，你失望了嗎？你會留下來嗎？
I need a girl who gon pick me when I am down
我需要一個女孩在我沮喪的時候來包容我
We could leave this town, just need each other around
我們可以離開這個城鎮，只要彼此在一起
I need a real one who gon love me till Im deep in the ground
我需要一個真正的愛我的人，直到我淪陷於她
Yeah, baby are you down?
是的，寶貝，你很沮喪嗎？
Baby are you down?
寶貝，你失落嗎？
Will you stay around?
你會留下來嗎？
What should I do?
我該怎麼辦？
By myself again
又是孤身一人
Tossing and turning at night
晚上輾轉反側
Yeah I know I wont sleep so I turn on the light
是的，我知道我又睡不著所以我打開了燈
I be checking my phone but its so late at night, yeah
翻看著自己的手機，雖然現在已經很晚了，耶
I look for a text , but theres not one in sight
我看著短信列表但卻一條都沒有
I been looking for someone who I could call 'mine'
我一直在找一個我可以稱之為“我的”的人
Roll some loud smoke it up and I start to feel fine
把煙捲起來，我感覺好起來了
I know things that I stress is just all in my mind
我知道我所在乎的一切都在我的腦海裡
I just need to stay focused and stay on my grind
我只需要集中精神繼續努力
I just stay on my grind, yeah
我只能繼續努力，是的
I just stay on my grind
我只能繼續努力
Doing all that I can
盡我所能
Would it even matter if I told you how I felt?
如果我告訴你的感受，你會在意嗎？
I know no one cares and so I keep it to myself
我知道沒有人在乎，所以我將它保留給自己
I know no ones there, so Ima do this with no help
我知道那裡的人與我無關，所以我無動於衷
My mind is a prison, I feel locked inside a cell
我的思想是一座監獄，我感覺被鎖在牢房裡
Looking for somebody who gon save me from myself
尋找可以拯救我自己的人
I cant really trust a thing that all these people tell me
那些人和我說的一切我都無法相信
Everybody wanna claim they know me
每個人都想說他們認識我
But I swear that they dont even know a th-
但我發誓他們對我毫無了解