I NO LONGER FEAR THE RAZOR GUARDING MY HEEL (III)

Still depressed
Still misunderstood
Still popping pills, popping seals, smoking backwoods
Still smoke a swisher if you got it with you
Everybody wont me sober, but im not a quitter
I say the less you know the better
That west bank fire setter
$uicide dream team
Its that codeine fiend
Hell bound is what im deemed
Surrounded by crime scenes
Only peace that i know is sleep or be deceased
I cant call it anymore
Get more depressed when im on tour
Wake up in the middle of a war
Wake up wishing that i was a fucking corpse, fuck ...
Yeah, now if we got a problem, then we got a problem
I dont give a fuck
I cant even see that far at the bottom
My cousin toxic, and im rotten
This aint an option
I was opting out responsibility
Turn a new leave and get it poppin
Pull up on their fucking ass
All they do is fucking ask 'can i flash you with the gas?'
And so i pull up on their ass then i ask 'want to catch the gats blast?'
Its always back to back
$uicide used to calm my depression, used to call it my progression, used to make me less upset and $uicide now causes all my depression
Sold out shows, but i dont believe in souls
So i doubt these shows are going to leave me feeling whole
A couple blunts i blow and now im idolized, a role model
Thatll get em to get me to model clothes
Id rather snort up roxys until that dope battle rattles
Nope, im not about to tackle yet another problem
Ill have to put this one at the bottom
I feel like fucking sodom and gomorrah, but life is sweet
Another black petal falling down right at my fucking feet
Another flower rotten, a bouquet of efforts
Sour scents are haunting my defeat
Sold out funeral no live nation fee
Captivate 100,000 people
Still me and the reaper me
100,000 want to meet me
I hope theyll let me be
Im able to paint a picture most people cant even see
Basquiat mixed with Monet when that heron in me
Self-critic thats speaking in cryptic
Defying the laws of physics
Let me be specific
Sadistic, mr. pessimistic
Slickity sloth the motherfucker they call the anti-christ
Used to dream of fans chanting, screaming that '$uicide!'
Now i get on Instagram and theyre posting my personal life
I promise its not what it seems
Climb up just to fall down a stream
Drag me to the river
The richer i get, the worse my liver gets
No strippers on my zipper
Still in my room
Keep it dark as i can
Remember scraping up change just for cigarettes
Immortalized $uicide
No they wont forget
Yeah playa
Yeah playa
All my teeth gold
Damn playa
Damn playa
I still cant sleep though
Yeah playa
Yeah playa
I be that sheep eater
Wolf creeper but disuised as the grim reaper
Sad playa
Sad playa
I be that sad playa
Damn playa
Damn playa
Thought you was money making?
Yeah playa
Yeah playa
Dont change that im forsaken
Grey playa
Third razor
Laugh at you bitches hating
Yeah playa
Yeah playa
My pupils dilating
Dope shot up in my veins
Im feeling nauseated
Law breaker
Law breaker
Im trying to feel alive
Make sure my teeth gold when im filled up with formaldehyde
$uicide
Used to be called a bunch of things before they called me snow leopard
I froze up and shivered off the shards of cold weather with no effort
Leather belt around my throat feels so better than the rope i had before
The results are the same, but now im comfy when i go
I got hoes that burn their wrist with the blunt they rolled for me
And now im always stoned
Always home alone
In the back of the benz, i got my squad i know
But, i only see them on the road, and the rest i know just want to use you
Always want to used you
Snakes in my face, yeah, i think im medusa
Polo pajamas with the pockets ripped
The red, white and blue ones
Thats why im always losing money, but dont let that confuse you because now i got a mouth full of gold, but baby im still a loser