Not OK

It's not like I chose this
這不是我想要的
I was not given a choice
但我別無選擇
In a room full of stories
熱鬧的房間裡
Mine is just another voice
我是另一個聲音
How does she do it?
她為何能
Without making any sound?
緘默無言
I cry after hours
我在下班後哭泣
And scream when no one is around
在無人時喊叫
Here comes a battle
戰鬥開始了
Here's another uphill climb
是另一次艱難攀登
So strap on some courage
鼓起勇氣
You should be well prepared this time
這次要準備好啊
Just because I'm still standing
因為我還站著
Just because I have survived
因為我倖存
Doesn't mean I don't get scared
我不是無所畏懼
Or wanna give up every time
或每次都想放棄
Cause I don't feel like being strong today
現在我不想堅強了
I wanna fall apart sometimes
有時我想崩潰
I wanna break
我想崩潰
Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say
下次問我，我會說實話
That I'm not ok
我不太好
That I'm not ok
我不太好
I don't feel like carrying all this weight
我不想背負如此的沉重
Or being broken around those who can 't relate
被本就無法相處的人傷害
Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say
我會說實話的
That I'm not ok
我不太好
That I'm not...
我不...
After he left us
他離開我們
After everything went dark
一切都黯淡之後
She's all that matters
她成為了最重要的
She's my only little spark
我的微光
It's not like I don't want to
我也不是不想
Stay in bed, never leave home
癱在床上永遠不出門
But if I don't do it
但我不這麼做
Chances are it won't get done
可能不會成功
Cause I don't feel like being strong today
我不想堅強了
I wanna fall apart sometimes
我想崩潰
I wanna break
崩潰
Next time they ask I'll tell the truth and I'll say
我會說實話的
That I'm not ok
我不太好
That I'm not ok
我很累了
I don't feel like carrying all this weight
我不想背負如此的沉重
Or being broken around those who can't relate
被本就無法相處的人傷害
Next time they ask I 'll tell the truth and I'll say
我會說實話的
That I'm not ok
我不好
That I'm not ok
我不好
That I'm not ok
我不好
I'm not ok
我不好
That I'm not ok
我不好
I'm not ok
我不好
I'm not ok...
我不好...
God gives his toughest
予他堅韌
Battles to his strongest ones
最強的對手
Built out of courage
以唯一的孩子的形象
In the image of his only son
建立勇氣
And I am a soldier
我也是一名戰士
I can take the whole world on
挑戰整個世界
So watch as I fight this
看我與之抗爭
And give your praise once I have won
一旦我贏了，請讚美我。