Look What I've Become

Dwilly, Im scared
Walked across Ohio, took me 50 days
I talked to the stars, they were happy that I came
Somedays, Im a genius; others, Im insane
There is somethin gorgeous underneath the pain
I can feel it liftin, woo, Im feelin good
Im thinkin bout David from my old neighborhood
A warm and perfect white light in each of my cells
I used to a pop singer, now I am myself
Yeah, I took a little time right now just to count my blessings
Count my blessings, count, count, count
Took a little time right now just to count my blessings
Count my blessings, okay
Even when Im fallin, theres somethin underneath
Somethin that is perfect, its almost like a dream
And I know Vincent Van Gogh, I know Princess Di
And David Foster Wallace, he calls me all the time
If I think bout paradise, Id imagine this
No drugs or no alcohol cause Im high as it is
Yeah, I dont want your money, I am simply done
I just walked away, huh, look what Ive become
Look what Ive become (Woo, woo)
Look what Ive become (Woo, woo)
Look what Ive become (Woo, woo)
Look what Ive become
Rollin through South Central, better watch your ass
Bars all on my window, pistol on my bed-stand
To live and die in L.A., couldnt make it off of minimum wage
I had to get the big body Mercedes
Cop a Rollie, plus one for my lady, my lady
I always knew Id be a legend, saw it in my dreams
I had to keep one eye open, I could barely sleep (Sleep)
I had to kill em with success like they the enemy
Murder, murder, murder, Lord, mercy me
I stopped smokin last year, **** that, started back again
God dont make no accidents, look what Ive become
Yeah, look what Ive become