How I'm Feeling Now

Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtuse?
你能否原諒遲鈍蠢笨的我
Well it's been a minute now since I have had to tell the truth
也有一會沒吐露過心聲
I know, I can, I won't
我明白我本可以坦白卻不會敞開心扉

Suppose I thought that by this moment I would have it figured out
假如我以為迄今為止我會尋得出路
But instead I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt
卻又事與願違懷疑的種子每天都將我吞噬
I know, I can , I won't
我明白我本可以坦白卻不會敞開心扉

Oh darling it goes on and on and on
親愛的猶如永無止境
Always forever 'til I'm barely holding on
無休無止糾纏到永遠我都快無法再堅守
End of my tether and I know it won't be long, it won't be long 'til it's gone
雖無計可施我卻知道用不了太久用不了多久它就會離去

So here's to my beautiful life
致我的美麗人生
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
似乎於我不盡如人意
No sense of self but self-obsessed
沒有自我卻自戀不已
I'm always trapped inside my ****ing head
我無法掙脫腦海臆想
On and on and on, on and on and on
無休無止反復作祟
On and on and on, on and on and on, said
無休無止反复作祟
Thought I'd be happier somehow
曾說過以為未來的我會更快樂
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now
若你想知道我如今的感受

I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead
我試著告訴自己最好的日子近在咫尺
But I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never said
卻總是回想起那些我希望自己從未說過的話
I know, I can, I won't
我明白我本可以坦白卻不會敞開心扉

Oh darling it goes on and on and on
親愛的猶如永無止境
Always forever 'til I'm barely holding on
無休無止糾纏到永遠我都快無法再堅守
End of my tether and I know it won't be long, it won't be long 'til it's gone
雖無計可施我卻知道用不了太久用不了多久它就會離去

So here's to my beautiful life
致我的美麗人生
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
似乎於我不盡如人意
No sense of self but self-obsessed
沒有自我卻自戀不已
I'm always trapped inside my ****ing head
我無法掙脫腦海臆想
On and on and on, on and on and on
無休無止反復作祟
On and on and on, on and on and on, said
無休無止反復作祟
Thought I'd be happier somehow
曾說過以為未來的我會更快樂
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now
若你想知道我如今的感受

I won't lie, I'm a mess yeah
我不會撒謊噢我一團亂麻
But I'll get there
可我終會抵達彼岸
Now I won't lie, I'm a mess yeah
不如今我不會撒謊我的確一片狼藉
But I'll get there
但我一定會做到

So here's to my beautiful life
致我的美麗人生
That seems to leave me so unsatisfied
似乎於我不盡如人意
No sense of self but self-obsessed
沒有自我卻自戀不已
I'm always trapped inside my ****ing head
我無法掙脫腦海臆想
On and on and on, on and on and on
無休無止反復作祟
On and on and on, on and on and on, said
無休無止反復作祟
Thought I'd be happier somehow
曾說過以為未來的我會更快樂
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now
若你想知道我如今的感受