breakdown

We are one in the same
我們本質上相同
And Ive been one to put the blame on me
但我總習慣於把所有問題都往自己身上攬
Running far without a chase
惶惶不安，對沒有發生的事焦慮不已
I never stay to feel the weight on me
委屈自己成全別人，這不是我存在的目的
I need to let myself breathe
給自己留一絲喘息的機會吧
I shouldve known that every time I come back
我早應看清一個問題若不根治
It would always bleed
症狀就不會緩解還會血流不止
So how do I stay so confident for you
我該如何把希望寄託於你
I wont lie awake all night to wait for you
徹夜未眠等你消息這是童話
Fueling fires, Im losing miles
熾熱的火焰焚盡了信念
I wont be restrained on my own
只有獨處時我才真正自由
And I cant control how the **** this is gonna play out
事態將如何發展我他媽一無所知
As long as it doesnt end here I will never break down
只要這裡不是終點我不會束手就縛
And I cant control how the **** this is gonna play out
情況似乎越來越糟了我無力扭轉局面
As long as it doesnt end here I will never break down
但這裡不是終結之地我將頑抗到底
I wont be here long
我不會久留
Hope you understand
希望你能明白
Time I spent on us ruined all my chance to be free
我揮霍在我們身上的時間是以我的自由為代價
I need peace
我需要安靜下來
I say we should cut it all off
我說我們一刀了斷得了
Knee deep in these streets
深深屈膝於這些街巷
I need sleep, howd I get so lost
讓我休息會兒吧我竟會淪落到一無所有的地步
I dont wanna be too cautious
我不想活得小心翼翼
Im anxious, feel a little be nauseous
焦慮的感覺令人有些作嘔
Im looking all around at my fears in the mirror
環顧四周我看到瀰漫在鏡中的恐懼
To myself I promised I got this
我告訴自己我能行的
Do whatever you want, you cant block it
只要還有夢想沒有人可以抵擋
Why the**** is you talking, no problem
你扯你的我自知自己幾斤幾兩
A couple shots at my body aint doing shit, need a homi
身上挨幾槍沒什麼大不了可惜缺個同夥
No probably involved, I got to be gone
算了別參和進來我必須離開
Cause I cant see me getting better
因為這些日子我毫無長進
Then Im obviously wrong, no way I can lose
這也顯然不對我怎麼可能出錯
Half my life I been in this noose
半輩子我都被束縛在自己的軌跡裡
And I dont know where this is going
雖然不知未來如何
But its destined to move
但終有抬頭的日子
So how do I stay so confident for you
我已經沒法把希望寄託於你
I wont lie awake all night to wait for you
徹夜未眠等你消息不可能了
Fueling fires, Im losing miles
熾熱的火焰焚盡了信念
I wont be restrained on my own
我獨處時更加強大
And I cant control how the **** this is gonna play out
事態將如何發展我他媽一無所知
As long as it doesnt end here I will never break down
只要這裡不是終點我不會束手就縛
And I cant control how the **** this is gonna play out
情況似乎越來越糟了我無力扭轉局面
As long as it doesnt end here I will never break down
但這裡不是終結之地我將頑抗到底