winter in my heart

I need a summer but the summers come and gone
I need a summer but its winter in my heart
Its all the same
The ****** up game you play with me
I need to hold you
But youre never coming back
I cant get
Any lower
I cant find
All the pieces of my broken life
I need a summer but the summers come and gone
I need a summer like a winter in my heart
I cant get
Any lower
I cant find
All the pieces of my broken life
But I try..
I still try