Call Me When You're Wasted

All these thoughts I cant erase them
Head & heart in different places
Find it hard to be complacent when Im all alone
I call you when Im wasted
Just to tell you ima face it
I stay up at night just thinkin how I dont belong
Whispering my thoughts into a mac book
Mixing chemicals like Im a lab cook
Deleting all my pictures from the past like
Im looking at my loved ones from a past life
It sucks the things you love can never last forever
Immortal till I die, I hope its getting better
But when its said and done I guess Ill write a letter
Just tell my mom & dad I hope we fly together
(Its alright, its alright, its alright,nah)
(Its alright, its alright, dont matter yall)
All these thoughts I cant erase them
Head & heart in different places
Find it hard to be complacent when Im all alone
I call you when Im wasted
Just to tell you ima face it
I stay up at night just thinkin how I dont belong
All these thoughts I cant erase them
Head & heart in different places
Find it hard to be complacent when Im all alone
I call you when Im wasted
Just to tell you ima face it
I stay up at night just thinkin how I dont belong
Only call me when youre naked
Off a couple bars and wasted
When you convince yourself
That I am the one you love
Found myself an rx patient
Constant dosing confrontations
Notice you cant hold a conversation on your own
Been all alone on the coast
Ketamine in my nose
Bite my tongue,a lil harder
Taste the iron that flows
I got a house full of ghosts
Shelves of stories untold
Why the fxck u say u love me
And stay doing the most
Rosary and red rubies, around my home
Imma make sure that my family is good when Im gone
Nothings good when youre gone
But the root issue is something
Ill address on my own
Only call you when Im lonely
Sorry I cant offer nothing
Unless your tryina forget something
For a night but
To be honest Im indifferent
Sorry that Im always distant
Trust me Ill keep that persistent
Till we lose touch