I Wish

I wish i wasnt fat
我希望自己不是個胖子
I wish i wasnt gay
我希望自己不是同*戀
I wish i wasnt black
我希望我自己不是黑人
I wish that i was brave
我希望我能夠勇敢
I wish,I wish,I wish with everyone candle on the cake
我希望...我希望把蛋糕上的每一根蠟燭都許成心願
That i could quit doin these drugs
讓我能戒除這些**
But i cant and im afraid
可是我懦弱又恐懼
I wish that i was smart
我希望自己天資聰穎
I wish that i was rich
我希望自己足夠富裕
I wish it wasnt hard for me to grow up and forgive
我希望學會長大和原諒不用那麼艱難
I wish that i could help
我希望我也能幫助他人
I wish i wasnt sick
我希望我健康無恙
I wish that I was Tom MacDonald,Id be just like
我希望我是Tom MacDonald 我會如他一般
I wish i wasnt sober
我希望我還沒有醒來
I miss it when the party wasnt over
沉浸在派對的狂歡之中
Happiness was right around the corner
幸福的時刻即將到來
Every single night was like the best one of our lives
那時的每個夜晚都是我們年華中最璀璨的時光
Now we are older
現如今我們已經容顏老去
The good ol'days are out of reach, i wsh that they were closer
那些歲月已經再難觸及只願記憶的流逝能再慢點
I wish i wasnt anxious,and i wish i could fast forward
我希望現在的我一點也不叫焦慮而是一往無前
And i wish that i could rewind but they dont make that controller
我希望能重新再活一遍但人生終究還是不能重頭開始
I wish the nights were longer,and i wish the day were shorter
希望夜晚能長些白天能短一些
And i wish that i could sleep enough to maintain my composure
我希望擁有足夠的睡眠來保持我的理智
I feel crazy,i wish that i was normal
我瀕臨瘋狂盼望著恢復正常
I wish that i could kill myself but also be immortal
我想要結束自己的生命卻又希望自己能永垂不（西方**觀念：**者不可進入天堂）
Take me to the oracle,i heard that times is borrowed
請帶我去見神明我知道我已是苟延殘喘
Can you give me back my yesterdays, ill give you my tomorrows?
能否用我那充滿不安的未來去換取失去的昨天？
Forget all of my morals and just live like i cannot remember sorrow
除掉經歷的印記抹去憂鬱的記憶
Before all of the tattoos and cornrows
那時還沒有紋身與小辮
I was different,I was happy,I was calmer
與現在完全不同那時我還很開心
I was young and full of hormones
我快樂年輕並滿懷**
Now Im wishin for a time machine,Id step into that portal and be gone
多希望能收到一台時光機現在我就能悄無聲息地離開
I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
我對著滿天流星亦或是天上哪顆衛星默默許願
Maybe they were too far
他們對我來說太過遙遠
I must have blown apart a million dandelions
我曾吹散過一百萬朵蒲公英
Now they dont grow in my yard
現在在我家的院子裡已不見它們的踪跡
I wish i didnt care about the day that Id be buried
我希望我不用擔心我會在哪天悄然逝去
Used to live i was ready for it,always in a hurry
過去自以為早已做好準備所以總是行色匆匆
Now Im worried,all my memories are blurry
現在我滿腹愁苦記憶裡的美好變成了一團漿糊
I'm just barely turnin30 and the voice in my head are tryna hurt me
我將三十而立可腦海裡的想法總是天馬行空
The choice that i made make me feel dirty,i was 25 at 13
我為我所做的選擇感到羞愧當我25的時候卻仍像個13歲的孩子
I was smokin with senors,drinkin beer and gettin flirty
那時我和學長抽煙喝酒把妹
Now the Ativan aint workin i need somethin even stronger
安定藥已經失去了作用我甚至需要比這更能刺激我的
Give me childhood,my mother and my father and my sister
想要回到童年那段我的父母與姐姐都在的日子
And a Christmas to make up for all the recent ones Im missin
想要一個與我所思念的人共度的聖誕節
While Im tourin the country for a livin
可此時我在四處漂泊為維持生計而努力01:51
Give me a hug and a Nintendo and a toy box in the clost
給我一次擁抱一盤遊戲或者是個能放在櫥櫃的玩具
Give me everthing i wish i had
給我想要的一切
Oh wait i think i got it
等一下我想我做到了
Im a rapper like i always promised them i would accomplish
我是一個說唱歌手得把以前吹的牛全部實現
This is awesome man, i wish i had a friend to tell , id callem
這太棒了我多想有個朋友能分享我的喜悅
And i wonder if i jumped from here if Id survive the bottom
我還夢想著有天能逃離這貧困的底層幹出一番事業
And would everyone believe me if i told 'em i had fallen？
那時有幾個人會相信我也曾遭受過巨大的挫折？
Ima jump
我來了
I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
我對著滿天流星亦或是天上哪顆衛星默默許願
Maybe they were too far
他們對我來說太過遙遠
I must have blown apart a million dandelions
我曾吹散過一百萬朵蒲公英
Now they dont grow in my yard
現在在我家的院子裡已不見它們的踪跡
I wish we were kids again
我希望我們還能回到童年
Before everything was on Instagram
那時INS還沒有出現在人們的生活裡
The thing were so simple then
一切都那麼簡單
Me,my tree fort,all of my friends
我和我的樹屋還有朋友們
Way back when ,on Beaver Drive
那時我們還住在Beaver Drive
When the floor was lava, i could fly
把地板當成岩漿在沙發上蹦蹦跳跳
Wished i was big like them
希望自己能快快長大
Never thought id wanna be a kid again
哪裡會想到自己有一天渴望回到孩提時代
I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites?
我對著滿天流星亦或是天上哪顆衛星默默許願
Maybe they were too far
他們對我來說太過遙遠
I must have blown apart a million dandelions
我曾吹散過一百萬朵蒲公英
Now they dont grow in my yard
現在在我家的院子裡已不見它們的踪跡
I wish onshooting stars, or were they satellites?
我對著滿天流星亦或是天上哪顆衛星默默許願
Maybe they were too far
他們對我來說太過遙遠
I must have blown apart a million dandelions
我曾吹散過一百萬朵蒲公英
Now they dont grow in my yard
現在在我家的院子裡已不見它們的踪跡
(DEDICATED MY LOVING MOTHER,COURAGEOUS FATHER,BRILLIANT SISTER,BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND AND ALL OF MY WONDERFUL FANS-------FROM Tom MacDonald)
(這首歌送給我親愛的母親勇敢的父親，我超好的姐姐(妹妹)，以及我可愛的女朋友，還有所有支持我的粉絲-----Tom MacDonald)