Good on My Own

I havent felt shit in six months
Like this was the last time I spoke
**** interactions till I get dementia
I guess Ill just sing here in my room alone
And I couldnt care less about how youre doing
Ill probably forget by the next time I smoke
I hate myself how can I love others so
Good on my own
Lately its me and my shadow, we chilling
I play the villain while he play the victim
We concrete the wall through my [?]
But times can get boring when youre always winning
Oh, Benz make me happy, cause I hate this feeling
Fore jumping my window, see someone appealing
Control all my demons
Do rain like a teacher
Do think that I found her
Though shadow remind me that
I havent felt shit in six months
Im about to vomit, its hard to digest
Shadow go grab me some water
I think that this girl down the street finna [?] away
Oh, why she leaving?
I run down the stairs out of breath just to stalk her, now she ran away
Im not tryna murder you, let me get close to you
'And to rob me now' she wanna say, ay
I havent felt shit in six months (Oh, you too?)
This was the last time I spoke
**** interaction, its kind of a challenge
If it aint no school shit, I stay my ass home
I couldnt care less about how youre doing
Ill probably forget by the time that you go (Ive heard that one before)
I hate myself, how can I love others so (Let me guess)
Good on my own