Second Guess

Thinking back when I used to second guess myself
回想當時還沒有怎麼相信自己的時候
Now they all wanna style me but I still dress myself
現在他們都想給我造型但我還是自己挑衣服
Never worry what they think I just impress myself
N從來不用擔心他們想什麼對得起自己就可以
真的不需要你的評論
我聽自己的
I assess myself
我做錯事的話會調整自己
If I ever **** up Imma just check myself
我不可能這樣對待自己身體
看著你吃喝嫖賭
真的不可以
I can't ever wreak my health
他們說做好自己就行了但又說不好
Not like that
他們想把我拖下去我怎麼能不還手
They tell you be yourself but not like that
回想中學時候她拒絕過我
They drag me down how can I not fight back
現在看到我這樣又說對我有興趣了
Back in middle school she told me she don't like me like that
她都不知道我現在有多少女人
But now she hitting me up cos she heard I'm hot like that
以前心目中只有她現在多得是
She ain't even know I'm pulling thots like that
他們看你成功就會搖著頭說你自戀
I used to think she was the one, now I got a lot like that
但在你什麼都沒有的時候就會笑你
They shake their heads and call you narcissistic
我知道我沒有回你我在忙著
But back when I was just starting out, they laughed and told me be realistic
我不應該出去找人代替你
十分感恩我有今天
現在我沒事就出去買東西
記得當時銀行里面只剩一千
只為填補空虛
你還想怎麼讓我在乎你的意見
因為我都沒辦法和我哥們儿見面
都是一個種經歷
我所有兄弟都在打職業籃球我們都沒辦法一起慶祝
有些時候最負面的影響是你親戚
也許有一天可以
雖然我有盡力
當我可以再上飛機
每次收到你的信息我都開心
如果我叫你星期一過來見我你會嗎
I know I ain't text you back, I been doing my thing
如果我超越你了你還會想我贏嗎
Can't believe I tried to replace you with a side ting
我只想知道事實
Now all I do is go and buy things
她問“為什麼知道我想你還要問”
Just to fill the void
我只想搞清楚而已
Cos I can't even go and hang out with my boys
我需要賺更多
All my brothers playing pro and we can't even share the joy
在這個舞池裡我唯一的想法
Maybe one day
When my flight is back up on the runway
現在心裡感覺真的很累
Would you come and kick it on a Monday if I asked you
And would you still want me to win if I surpass you
I just wanna know the truth
She said “why you asking if I miss you when you know I do”
Girl I just like to make sure
我賺了五十萬不夠
I gotta make more
The only thought up on my mind on this dance floor