barricade

Cause I don't wanna fear you
我不想再害怕你了
I can't concentrate
如果一直看見你的臉
If I keep seeing your face
我就無法集中精神
Showing up in tea leaves
倒影在茶麵
Lit up on my TV
出現在我的電視
I can't stand up straight
在你的壓力面前
Under your gravity
我不能直立行走
So I lay awake with my eyes closed
所以我躺下閉眼放棄了思考
But who can really sleep
但誰又會真的入睡
When you're counting them high
當茶葉開始在體內蒸發
On your long summer drives
在你漫長的仲夏之旅
For mercy's sake
出於一些憐憫吧
Would you look at your life?
你會直視你的人生嗎？
Would you look at your life?
你敢面對自己的靈魂嗎？
Now I'm not eating
我現在沒在吃飯
I can't speak up
我無法訴說
Under the table my legs are crossed
雙腳在桌下交叉
What the hell am I doing here in the golden dark?
我到底在做什麼在這黃金時分？
What the hell am I doing here in the golden dark?
我在這美麗的夜晚在幹什麼？
Feeling like I'm someone else who looks the part
感覺自己和其他人沒兩樣了
I built up barricades to block my heart
我在心中建立了路障
Cause I don't wanna fear you
只因我不想再害怕了
I don't wanna fear you
我不要再害怕你了
I can't punctuate
我不能畫下句號
These boneless days
為那些動彈不得的日子
They keep crawling in
他們不斷攀爬
Sinking into my skin
滲入我的肌膚
I'm under your gravity
我在你的重力下
Frozen mathematically
冰凍到零點
And I lay awake with my eyes closed
然後閉上眼緩緩睡去
But who can really move
但誰又能真正逃離
When you're counting them high
當茶葉開始在體內蒸發
On your long summer drives
在你漫長的仲夏之旅
For mercy's sake, for mercy's sake, for mercy's sake
求求你了，出於一些憐憫吧
I thought I'd ride all the same roads and skies
我原以為我會駛向一樣的道路和天空
For mercy's sake
求求你了
Wouldyou look at your life?
你會直視你的人生嗎？
Would you look at your life?
你敢面對自己的靈魂嗎？
And I'm not breathing
我現在屏住呼吸
I can't speak up
無法訴說
Under the table my legs are crossed
雙腿在桌下交叉
What the hell am I doing here in the golden dark?
我到底在做什麼在這黃金時分？
What the hell am I doing here in the golden dark?
我在這美麗的夜晚在幹什麼？
Feeling like I'm someone else who looks the part
感覺自己和其他人沒兩樣了
I built up barricades to block my heart
我在心中建立了路障
Cause I don't wanna fear you
只因我不想再害怕了
(What the hell am I doing here in the golden dark)
我到底在做什麼在這黃金時分？
Who'd I think I was?
我以為自己是誰?
I'll never ride all the same roads and skies because
我永遠不會駛向一樣的道路和天空
I'm under your gravity
我在你的重力下
Frozen mathematically
冰凍到零點
Crushed between your teeth
在你的牙齒間碎裂
I lay awake with my eyes closed
然後緩緩睡去
I lay awake with my eyes closed
閉眼放棄了思考