emotional artifact

Its just an emotional artifact
這只是一個情緒產物
already taken pillsbut the night is still hard
已經服下了今晚的藥卻依舊難熬
Sit by the window and imagine jumping down
坐在窗邊發呆幻想著跌落下去的樣子
Living carefully in the mouth of others
小心翼翼的活在別人的嘴邊
Why always do the thankless work
為什麼老是要做些無用功
Why don't you always be honest to yourself
為什麼不誠實於自己的內心
Why make the pain unbearable then let it go
為什麼要痛苦到無法忍受才放手
What am I struggling for
只是我就該在此掙扎嗎
What am I struggling for
難道我就該在此掙扎嗎
What am I struggling for
終究我還要在此掙扎嗎
save me save me
放過自己吧
i wanna get too much
我奢求太多
I think highly of myself
我自認清高
but i have to compromise with reality
但我不得不向現實妥協
but i have to put on a mask which i hate
你不得不戴上你所厭惡的面具
Whether Lucifer or angel
無論是路西法還是天使
they are both sides of me
那都是我
What am I struggling for
為什麼要咬住自己死死不放
What am I struggling for
為什麼要自尋苦惱
What am I struggling for
為什麼老是把安全感放在別人身上？
make peace with yourself
放過自己吧
forgive me i know i lose many things
原諒我我知道我已失去了太多
be satisfy with what you have
滿足於你所擁有的
try to accept who you are
試著去接受你自己吧
open the scar watch it bleed
自揭傷疤血流不止
save me save me