hard to be happy

Im feeling wild with temptation
It keeps me up at night
Im going mad with frustration
You make me hate my life
If we could turn back time
Maybe you could be mine
Now its
Hard
Hard to be happy
Its so hard
Hard to be happy
I think about you all the time
Even though its a no win situation
Dear god if you can read my mind
Save me from my list of sins
Im climbing the walls of Eden
Theres a fire burning inside tonight
No its
Hard
Hard to be happy
Its so hard
Hard to be happy
Would you run
If we didnt need to hide
If I gave up everything for you
would you still want me too
Its so hard
Hard to be happy
Its so hard
Hard to be happy
Yes its hard
Hard to be happy
When all I want is you
Now its so hard
Hard to be happy
When Im empty on the inside
Hard
Hard to be happy
When I feel less than satisfied
Hard
Hard to be happy
Its so hard
Hard to be happy
Its so hard
Hard to be happy