lovesick

Hey, I heard you're doing better
Never knew you as a quitter
And I'm glad you're doing okay
I don't know if you remember
All the times you wrote me letters
And I think you took me out in fifth grade
And I think I told you no, I said 'I wanna take it slow'
And I also called you gross to your face
But I think everybody knows
It was just a funny joke
So do you wanna go on that date?
I've been feeling quite amazing
Flying kites with you
Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself
It ain't good for my health
But I spend nights thinkin' of you
I write you songs when I miss you
I promise I'll be there to help
Though I might need a ride
You keep catchin' my eyes
Even when I'm terrified
Can't get you off of my mind
Oh, I've been feeling faded
'Cause I'm fiending on the Hennessey
Tell everyone I made it
Though I'm miles from where I want to be
I told my story countless times
To all these ** **ing companies
I used to be a worthless piece of shit
A boy with issues, see
I've changed throughout this year so much
That who I was you won't believe
Obsessed with being normal
Faking cordial actions, fantasies of situations
Playing out so perfect like the movie scenes
I want to take my mask off but I'm scared
Because I'll never be enough for me
I think I'm losing grip on sanity
But I've been feeling quite amazing
Flying kites with you
Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself
It ain 't good for my health
But I spend nights thinkin' of you
I write you songs when I miss you
I promise I'll be there to help
Though I might need a ride
You keep catchin' my eyes
Even when I'm terrified
Can't get you off of my mind