EASIER

I wont die if they put me in a casket
Ill be fine cause you know Im always on my own
Ima try just to get out what Im trapped in
But my head goes on and its all I ever know
And its always so hard for me to put myself first
Cant let nobody take away anything that I deserve
So Im tryin
I got dry,but Ive been feeling carsick
Hard to get a spotlight when youre in the darkness
Cant let it show,so I gotta stay heartless
Cant trust anyone when they all want this
Swear Im always in a dark place
And you know its hard to breathe when I drown again
And I always think about the worst case
Scared to fall beyond,always on my mind
And you know that Ive been down too much
Dark thoughts in my head wont win
But you know that Ive been lost again
Ive been wondering,will this ever get easier?
Will this ever get
Will this ever get easier?
Will this ever get
Will this ever get
Ive been wondering,will this ever get easier?
When it hurts,Ive been lyin,sayin Im fine
Dont wanna be a burden,but I think Im losin my mind
Sometimes it feels like Im giving up
And when the stress piles up,I think Ive had enough
And I cant live with half the things Ive done
I just wanna find help and peace so much,but life goes on
And you know that Ive been down too much
Dark thoughts in my head wont win
But you know that I've been lost again
Ive been wondering,will this ever get easier?
Will this ever get
Will this ever get easier?
Will this ever get
But you know that Ive been lost again
Ive been wondering,will this ever get easier?
Will this ever get easier?