face the facts

I dont **** around with the **** no more but
我不再和垃圾打交道了但是
Ive been stressed as a *****, cant think
我被壓得像個娘們儿，無法思考
I dont wanna say that I popped that pill
我不想說我還在服用那個藥
But I did and Im still gonna drink this drink
但是我還是會繼續喝下去
I dont wanna face the fact that I know Im wrong
我不想去面對自己犯下錯誤的現實
But the truth is I know I am
但事實我知道自己正是如此
Tell myself this is all I have
告誡自己這是我所擁有的一切
But I know that Im not doing all I can
我也知道我並不是全能的
Yeah, Ive been thnking bout you lately
我最近一直在想你
Cause Im in New England too
因為我也來到新英格蘭了
Are the walls of your room still blue like my heart is?
你臥室的牆壁依然是抑鬱藍嗎就像我破碎的心一樣嗎？
Does he take care of you?
他照顧你嗎？
And if he does, is he thoughtful?
如果他真的做了，他想得周全嗎？
Faithful and honest
忠誠並真誠
Good at fulfilling
善於實現
All of your wants, and
一切你想要的
Needs when youre down
你需要幫助
Scraping the bottom
當你陷入困境之時
There in ways that I couldnt be, no
有些事情我做不到，不
I dont **** around with the **** no more but
我不再和垃圾打交道了但是
Ive been stressed as a *****, cant think
我被壓得像個娘們儿，無法思考
I dont wanna say that I popped that pill
我不想說我還在服用那個藥
But I did and Im still gonna drink this drink
但是我還是會繼續喝下去
I dont wanna face the fact that I know Im wrong
我不想去面對自己犯下錯誤的現實
But the truth is I know I am
但事實我知道自己正是如此
Tell myself this is all I have
告誡自己這是我所擁有的一切
But I know that Im not doing all I can
我也知道我並不是全能的
And itsa new year
新的一年
With a new man
和一個新的男人
And a new car
一輛新的車
And a new plan
一個新的計劃
And a new job
一份新的工作
Prolly got some new Vans
可能還有幾雙新的Vans吧
Lookin fresh as **** every time you steppin out
每次你出門，看上去都踏馬的容光煥發
And you prolly think that you doin better now
你可能想著現在你過得更加好了
Definitely cause you are
當然，因為你確實如此
Howd it get so ****ing far, far gone?
這是怎麼過得那麼快，快得遙遙無期？
So many times I
很多次我
Cried in the corner
在角落裡抽泣
Rightful to say the
準確來說
Things that destroyed me
所摧毀我的東西
I think its you that
我想便是你
Taught me what loyalty is
教會了我忠心耿耿
Cause you were always there
因為你一直在那裡