elose heart

They tell me to give up and get a job
他們勸我放棄妄想安心工作
How can i be one in a million?
可我不想隱沒於茫茫人海
My friends tell me i need to just move on
朋友們都說搬離這傷心之地對我會好些
They dont know the work that i put in this
他們不懂我為此付出的心血
They dont give a **** bout my hopes and dreams
對我持之以恆的夢想不屑一顧
I hate when you say all this
討厭你那副嫌棄的虛偽嘴臉
Ive got pills but theyre not working
為此我不惜吃藥治愈卻毫無作用
But i know its not for nothing
其實並無大礙
I know that i need to change
我需要做出改變
And if this life is temporary
人生短暫需珍惜
Then why cant i just let go?
所以我無法放棄
I remember everything
我銘記的往事重現腦海
I thought you were my friend
我們做朋友或許會好些
I know weve had our days
我們有自己想過的生活
But i dont want to pretend
我不想再假裝若無其事
I remember everything
其實我記得很清楚
I thought you were my friend
我們適合做朋友而非戀人
I know weve had our days
我們有自己的私人生活
But i dont want to pretend
不想戴上可笑的面具
I've got so much to say but i can't think of anything
我滿腔話語卻不知從何說起
You messed with my head and now you will spread your wings
你讓我的思緒混亂從而舒展翱翔的翅膀
You've lied to me before, and you'll probably lie again
即便你對我說謊或許不止一次
How can i trust you when all of my hope is dead
在我心如死灰時能否再相信你
Call up my girl she ignore me
想要喚回對我視而不見的那個女孩
I said she don't mean nothing to me
想對她說她在我心中重千斤
So i pour up a 4 and i repeat
於是我顛倒睡眠日復一日
Then i smoke up an ounce keep me sleepy×2
甚至在煙霧濃濃下入睡
I remember everything
我銘記的往事重現腦海
I thought you were my friend
我們做朋友或許會好些
I know we've had our days
我們有自己想過的生活
But i dont want to pretend
我不想再假裝若無其事
I remember everything
其實我記得很清楚
I thought you were my friend
我們適合做朋友而非戀人
I know weve had our days
我們有自己的私人生活
But I dont want to pretend
不想戴上可笑的面具