my mind PLA因trick son me

I sit alone in my four-cornered room staring at candles
我獨自坐在房間, 盯著燭光
Oh that **** is on?
啥? 已經開始了麼?
Let me drop some **** like this here..
讓我給你們來點狠貨...
At night I cant sleep,I toss and turn
深夜裡我輾轉反側, 難以入眠
Candlesticks in the dark,visions of bodies bein burned
黑暗中燭光閃閃,似幻影在飄散
Four walls just starin at a *****
四面牆壁也似乎在緊盯著我
Im paranoid,sleepin with my finger on the trigger
我是被迫害妄想狂,睡覺也要緊摳扳機上
My mothers always stressin I aint livin right
我母親常給我施壓,說這樣過不是辦法
But I aint going out without a fight
每次出門, 都要跟她大吵一架
See,everytime my eyes close
每當我閉上雙眼
I start sweatin and blood starts comin out my nose
就開始鼻血直噴,汗流滿面
Theres somebody watchin the Ack
總感覺有人在監視著我
But I dont know who it is,so Im watchin my back
但我不清楚是誰,因此我格外警惕馬虎不得
I can see him when Im deep in the covers
每當我閉上雙眼他便會出現
When I awake I dont see the ***********
而當我醒來, 他卻已消失不見
He owns a black hat like I own
他有頂和我一樣的黑帽子
A black suit and a cane like my own
跟我一樣的衣服與拐棍
Some might say'Take a chill,B~'
可能有人會勸我'放鬆點,小伙'
But **** that ****,theres a ***** tryin to kill me!
別廢話了,這可是有人想殺我!
Im pumpin in the clip when the wind blows
一絲風吹草動,我都得趕緊上膛準備行動
Every twenty seconds got me peepin out my window
每隔20秒我必向窗外仔細巡視一番
Investigatin the joint for traps
看是否有埋伏讓我淪為這盤中之餐
Checkin my telephone for taps
檢查我的電話有沒被竊聽
Im starin at the woman on the corner
搞了半天,只是個弱女子在角落裡
Its ****** up,when your mind is playin tricks on you
太屮蛋了,大腦狠狠玩弄了我自己
I make big money,I drive big cars
我賺大錢,我開豪車
Everybody know me,its like Im a movie star
我名聲在外,世人爭先追捧著我
But late at night ,somethin aint right
但一到深夜, 就感覺不太對勁
I feel Im being tailed by the same suckas head lights
老感覺有幾個傢伙在悄悄尾隨
Is it that fool that I ran off the block?
難道是我上周放跑的那蠢貨?
Or is it that ***** last week that I shot?
還是上週開槍射過的那位哥?
Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars?
抑或買了我慘了麵粉的假貨?
Thought he had caine but it was Gold Medal Flour?
被我騙走五千刀的那個傢伙?
Reach under my seat,grabbed my popper for the suckas
摸了摸座位底下, 我掏出了傢伙
Aint no use to be lyin,I was scareder than a ***********
躲藏已經來不及,我被嚇得不行
But theyre laughin at pow pies and buried that quick
他們的笑聲此起彼伏又很快隱沒
If its goin down,lets get this **** over with
事已至此, 就乾脆來個了斷
Here they come,just like I figured
他們來了, 如我所料
I got my hand on the ************ trigger
我已準備好,摳動扳機
What I sawll make your ass start gigglin
但眼前的真相,卻給我重重一擊
Three black crippled and crazy senior citizens
虛驚一場,三個殘疾黑老頭而已
I live by the sword
我無時無刻帶著武器
I take my boys everywhere I go
不管到哪都帶著兄弟
because Im paranoid
因為我是被迫害妄想狂
I keep lookin over my shoulder and peepim around corners
必須保證周圍安然無恙
My mind is playin tricks on me
我的腦子總是玩弄我自己..
Day by day its more impossible to cope
日復一日, 我變得更加離譜
I feel like Imthe one thats doing ****
感覺惟我一人, 還在販毒
Cant keep a steady hand because Im nervous
雙手不停顫抖,因我過度緊張
Every Sunday mornin Im in service
每個週日早上,我都要去教堂
Prayin for forgiveness
禱告請求寬恕
And tryin to find an exit out the business
想金盆洗手,試圖找到出路
I know the Lord is lookin at me
我深知, 上帝都看在眼裡
But yet and still its hard for me to feel happy
直到現在, 我都很難開心
I often drift while I drive
我開車時常精神惚恍
Havin fatal thoughts of suicide
有強烈的自殺傾向
BANG and get it over with
朝自己開一槍讓一切結束
And then Im worry-free,but thats ********
然後便解脫了？這可不行！
I got a little boy to look after
我還有個年幼的兒子需要照顧
And if I died then my child would be a bastard
如果我死了他便從此無親無故
I had a woman down with me
曾有個水深火熱的女人
But to me it seems like she was down to get me
是她單戀我,愛的死去活來
She helped me out in this ****
她也曾試圖解救我
But to me she was just another *****
而那時於我而言她只是個妞而已
Now shes back with her mother
如今她搬回了娘家
Now Im realizing that I love her
我才意識到我愛她
Now Im feelin lonely
現在我感到孤獨無比
My mind is playin tricks on me..
我的腦子又開始捉弄起自己..
This year Halloween fell on a weekend
今年的萬聖節是在周末
Me and Geto Boys are trick-or-treatin
我和GetoBoys也玩了把'不給糖就搗亂'
Robbin little kids for bags
搶奪小朋友的糖果袋
Till an old man got behind our ass
直到一個老傢伙出現
So we speeded up the pace
於是我們撒腿就跑
Took a look back,and he was right before our face
緩過神來,他已站在我們跟前
Hed be in for a squabble no doubt
毋庸置疑,他絕對是短跑健將
So I swung and hit the ***** in his mouth
於是我對著他的嘴就是狠狠一拳
He was goin down,we figured
他快倒下了, 我們心想
But this wasnt no ordinary *****
但這傢伙絕非等閒之輩
He stood about six or seven feet
他是個兩米多的大個
Now,thats the ***** Id be seein in my sleep
原來,這便是我噩夢中的傢伙
So we triple-teamed on him
於是我們三人一同對他拳腳伺候
Droppin them ************ Bs on him
給了這傢伙一頓海扁
The more I swung the more blood flew
一拳又一拳, 血花四濺
Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared too
事後大家便散開了
Then I felt just like a fiend
有一瞬乎覺自己是個惡魔
It wasnt even close to Halloween
這還不到萬聖節
It was dark as death on the streets
街頭就已暗無天日
My hands were all bloody from punchin on the concrete
我懊惱不已,用血肉模糊的拳頭捶著牆壁
God damn,homie,my mind is playin tricks on me..
該死,伙計,我的腦子又開始捉弄起自己..