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The rainclouds never fade
雷雨從未遠離
Again, again, again
一而再再而三地出現
And I been looking for a maze to the end
我在尋找一個通向終點的迷宮
Why do we even try?
為什麼我們甚至還要嘗試
I'm a glass half-empty kind of guy
我是一個空心玻璃人
Still don't know how to do shit for myself
依然不知道要為自己做些什麼
Guess only time will tell, where on this carousel
在這如旋轉木馬的人生可能只有時間會說明一切

I'm in my own world
我沉浸在一個人的世界
But it's the apocalypse
但這是天啟
I try to stay grounded
我試著留在原地
But it's too hard in this rocket ship
但在火箭飛船上這太難做到
We was all good, now it's all back
我們曾經很好都已經是過去式
They tell me 'move on', but I fall back
他們告訴我要向前走但我卻不停後退
What you call that?
要怎麼形容這些
This more seasonal depression
這週期性的抑鬱
Retrogade, why can't I use my own message?
退化為什麼我無法使用自己的信息
I was lost, I never received directions
我已迷失無法分辨方向
Why is my life so perplexing?
為什麼我的人生如此復雜
Why is my mind always racing and I'm always stressing
為什麼我的大腦總是瘋狂運作我總是精疲力盡
I just need a little more time
我只是需要一點時間

'Cause I don't think we're good together
因為我不認為我們相處愉快
We were never good together
我們從不曾相處愉快
I think we should be forever
我想我們應該永遠一起
I think this could be forever
我想這將成為永恆
Be forever
永恆

But you just wouldn't get it
但你總是無法理解
Taking pills to make me feel anything
吃藥才能讓我有一些感覺
Chillin' in the hospital, they not letting my parents in
在醫院寒噤醫生都不允許我的父母進來探望
This shit's embarrassing
這太令人尷尬
19 with no future yet
才19歲卻依舊沒有未來
Felt like a shadow, now I'm feeling like a silhouette
如同一片陰影現在更是翳翳
Mac understood me while my peers all over-looked me
當我的同輩無人注意到我時只有電腦能明白我
I owe him everthing like I used to owe my bookie
我和他的關係就像賭徒和賭彩經紀人一般
I remember taking Xans, woke up and owed a couple grand
我記得我服下黃嘌呤起床還欠著一大筆錢
I hope that if I ever die, my people will understand
我希望若我死去人們能夠理解
It's a long time coming
還有很長的時間
Writing songs about nothing
寫著無關任何事的歌曲
Went outside and lived my life
向前走過好我的生活
Then ****ed it up, like 'Jesus Christ'
然後搞砸這一切像上帝一樣
Sold her soul for grams of blow
將她的靈魂按克賣給惡魔
And took a trip to firefly
和螢火蟲一起旅行
Hit up Ben like 'Let's be friends'
像叫朋友一樣叫上本
And turning his mind to Mikey nikes
讓他也嚮往著高價的耐克
Little did she know we'd get rich and *** * our friends
她幾乎不知道我們正賺著大把的鈔票玩弄著我們的朋友
Playing headgames only works if Young Beal is getting head
戀愛詭計的把戲只在我衝上雲霄時才可能得逞
So it never really hit me
所以這從來傷害不了我
Dreaming of needles, no tellies or measles
時刻渴望著針筒希望這世上沒有電視節目也沒有麻疹
I need rehab, I OD'd on fifth dab
我需要治療我在第五頻道嚴重過量吸食
My life is like a good dab for allergy pills
對過敏症藥物來說我的人生是是一個不錯的數字廣播
If the drugs don't kill him, then the salary will
如果藥物沒殺死他那那微薄的薪水也是致命的
I'm BB with the name, but BP with the spill
我名字的縮寫是BB
We like oil with the water, we don't mix when we drill
我們喜歡水和油在一起
We could leave right now, I don't think people will see us
我們可以現在就離開人們不會看見我們
I been sad as ****, I spark a Jay, then repaint the meter
我悲傷得不能自己
It's just not in the cars, like
並不在車裡
Take the weed out the sneakers and roll
拿到好貨就立馬開始翻天覆地
The walls are thin, I hope the neighbors don't hear us
這牆太薄我希望鄰居不會聽到我們吸*的聲音
But they'll probably hear us
不過他們可能會聽到
Yeah, they'll probably hear us
是的他們可能會聽到